>>67528
Damn, I got under your thin ass skin really good.
Allow me to continue.
You will end up dead within 6 months due to your declining mental health and drug usage, which this board is contributing to. You clearly don't value your own life and only want attention. There is nothing behind your eyes other than the desperate need to be "loved" by men twice your age who only want you for your body.
Nobody in this thread actually cares about you, they want to see you spiral until you're a sniveling blob desperate for compliments.
You assume other women are jealous of you because you are insecure and have main character syndrome, unfortunately I could never be jealous of you. You're ugly, flabby, and have a dirty snatch.
You are pathetic and the only reason you get pity is because you're autistic and obviously mentally unwell.

TL;DR you're putting your mental health at risk so all of two men can jack off to your chubby, unwashed body and it's going to end badly for you.