Anonymous
06/11/2026 (Thu) 09:52
No.186211
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>>186203
>>186202
I am also someone who struggles with these habits while knowing it's not good. If you want to actually quit this, you have to let go. Asking if anyone's interested and offering to post all these pictures to "obsessive weirdos" as you said is not freeing yourself of anything. There's no baton to pass on. It would only reinforce your own obsessiveness and you'd keep posting, collecting, and stalking. The community is the most addicting part of this stuff and without it most people wouldn't have sunk as low as we all know we have with some of the shit we've done and said here and similar places. It is an addiction, and like any other addiction, you get desensitized and your behavior changes over time. Even when trying to kick the habit there are ways your brain secretly tries to set things up to keep it going in the end. Like promising yourself you'll stop but keeping all the pics and still checking in. You have a conscience unlike a lot of people who post here.
I'm assuming you're an autistic woman based on a few things you said. I have noticed that the women who post here are usually extremely autistic and obsess over other women because they see themselves in them. I think sometimes it's also because they either want to be them or want to be friends but don't know how to express and regulate those feelings. And by collecting information, hoarding photos, and posting here, on an emotional level it feels like participation in their lives plus makes it feel like we are more present in our own lives. That's why thinking about leaving it behind by actually deleting everything and never posting about these girls again feels so painful and impossible. It is also easy to rationalize it as harmless internet fun because we tell ourselves if they didn't want it they would just leave. But that's also not how this works because plenty of girls leave and it keeps going. In a way it can feel like it binds us to them, or that we've proven ourselves, or that we've made both the girl and ourselves immortal. It is literally a high. But this addiction is only possible through lies and dissociation and comes at a great cost. And we're all here because of our own problems deep down trying to ignore them. I am in therapy for it among other things and I recommend the same for you if you genuinely want to leave it behind like you said.
>>186202
I am also someone who struggles with these habits while knowing it's not good. If you want to actually quit this, you have to let go. Asking if anyone's interested and offering to post all these pictures to "obsessive weirdos" as you said is not freeing yourself of anything. There's no baton to pass on. It would only reinforce your own obsessiveness and you'd keep posting, collecting, and stalking. The community is the most addicting part of this stuff and without it most people wouldn't have sunk as low as we all know we have with some of the shit we've done and said here and similar places. It is an addiction, and like any other addiction, you get desensitized and your behavior changes over time. Even when trying to kick the habit there are ways your brain secretly tries to set things up to keep it going in the end. Like promising yourself you'll stop but keeping all the pics and still checking in. You have a conscience unlike a lot of people who post here.
I'm assuming you're an autistic woman based on a few things you said. I have noticed that the women who post here are usually extremely autistic and obsess over other women because they see themselves in them. I think sometimes it's also because they either want to be them or want to be friends but don't know how to express and regulate those feelings. And by collecting information, hoarding photos, and posting here, on an emotional level it feels like participation in their lives plus makes it feel like we are more present in our own lives. That's why thinking about leaving it behind by actually deleting everything and never posting about these girls again feels so painful and impossible. It is also easy to rationalize it as harmless internet fun because we tell ourselves if they didn't want it they would just leave. But that's also not how this works because plenty of girls leave and it keeps going. In a way it can feel like it binds us to them, or that we've proven ourselves, or that we've made both the girl and ourselves immortal. It is literally a high. But this addiction is only possible through lies and dissociation and comes at a great cost. And we're all here because of our own problems deep down trying to ignore them. I am in therapy for it among other things and I recommend the same for you if you genuinely want to leave it behind like you said.