Anonymous 06/12/2023 (Mon) 17:19 No.25299 del
>>25181
Who are you implying?

I deleted most of my social media so I'm not contacted about her, and even deleted from my phone's history a link she gave me recently. Like a year or two ago she sent me pics with another guy, and I told her (flirted) that I was jealous; she wasn't my woman, so that feeling was unjust. The only reason I'm able to come here is a mix of attention whoring and hyperactivity from drinking protein shakes like it's water.

I avoid having any interaction with her. In this thread, I scroll down whenever I see a pic or a small word beginning with "K" and ending with "i". IRL, I refrain from doing any business in NC, and even drowned my desire to meet the Dawson brothers like a year ago. Last week, after half a year hesitating, I finally reached out to some business connections there; now I'm hoping it falls through otherwise I'll send someone in my stead.

Perhaps it's for the best. My aversion to NC led me to find cheaper Appalachian land in Tennessee and Kentucky, the latter seemed the most promising because of taxes. Like a week ago, I fell in love with northern Virginia and the surrounding WV area, the geology seems perfect for an underground mountain facility. I also liked what Tekking101 said about Pennsylvania.

To the idiot posting pics about her, please stop. You're inciting sensibilities which are incompatible with reality. You're highlighting regret and creating a sensation close to fear. Paradoxically, you make me want to be in charge of these emotions and of what transpired.

To the ones posting my /pol/ spam, I've doubled down by posting my twitter spam.