Growing up on 4chan you obviously get use to negativity but I wonder how honest people like her can be in their own heads after awhile. A lot of this attention must be thrilling but I have to assume she looks the other way for the hate to be worth it. Not to say she hasn't resigned herself to being on fire all the time but assuming things aren't that bad yet, she'd have to be able to ignore or deflect a significant amount of criticism regardless of how valid it may be.

Patterns of thought like this necessarily affect how the brain processes interactions subconsciously - that is to say that over time she'll legitimately becomes the vain, needy, oversocialized attention whore people already perceive her as but now her emotional responses become authentic rather than something she can delude herself into being above or being able to fix later. To an extent it seems like this has already happened but she's still in her early 20s so I give her the benefit of the doubt.

I happen to find features like her moody eyes to be attractive when she presents more normally. One of the harsh truths of being a man is that women have more inherit value. In some regards they have more opportunities and guys are simply disposable. I don't hate women for it because that's just something you have to make peace with as a dude but I can't help but resent someone like her. Regardless of if you agree or disagree that she's cute, she's been blessed with a gift that lonely men would kill for and she'd rather squander it. I'd still hit if I could though.