though it brings back depressing thoughts of my lack of 'action'. my last chance of sex was in 2006, bad sex, couldn't feel anything, and couldn't cum, and my date i found unattractive. the only other time was when i was 14 and ate out a 12 yo girl a half a dozen times, probably why my mind is skewed in a troublesome way. i did enjoy eating that pussy. zero hope or expectation of sex in my future. thanks for reading