How is one supposed to feel when they orbit a egirl? I started feeling like i was being haunted by ciara. This only happened after i masturbated to her but to be fair i only did so because paul town recommended jerking off to yourself in the mirror because your energy goes back to you after you ejaculate instead of a woman, so i thought i should give my energy to ciara. After i busted a nut i felt regret and my heart started beating real fast and powerfully so i thought she knew and was mad or disgusted so i started panicking and closed my eyes untill the feelings went away. Ever since i have been feeling like she's watching me or she is inside my head so sometimes i muster all my energy (not cum this time just clenching my fist) and i try to shoot it like a kameameha, i usually shoot it into a pillow and stay away from it untill i feel safe again. I know it's fake but i can't help it. Who can realte? Am i doing this orbiting thing wrong?