hi Iris. Idk you very well and I've never actually spoken to you before now. Idc if you're busy irl or about your relationship status - it's good you're finding your own way, and I hope you can find some happiness and stability in your personal life. But you seem sad online and yearning for something, and I don't like seeing anyone like this. While idk if there's anything I can really provide - if you want some random to talk to who generally isn't a meanie (I mean I can be just not at you maybe) then if you are okay with it maybe we can talk somewhere. I don't really know how to contact you privately though. I promise you I'm a little weird and annoying so I understand if you ghost or block me at some stage haha...