03/29/2021 (Mon) 19:24:49
That makes me wonder what audrey, and the other girls for that matter, would think of me. I've always been nice to them when I talk to them normally, and they've seemed to like me. Saying that I'm kind, calling me a friend, or their favourite in a case of an obscure girl. I've tried to be kind in some of their worst moments, when they got the most ammount of hate, sending them nice messages, etc. But when it comes to the imageboards,I shitpost very hard. Which makes me feel bad afterwards. I don't mean to harrass them, or make them not like me, but I have these complusive thoughts that make me wonder about them. I dont want to date them, i dont have any pictures of them saved anymore, I just wonder and then feel compelled in the moment to post. i wonder if people like audrey would understand that, or still think that im a shitty person. do we all have bad secrets?