I loved bonbi but i've come to the conclusion that im retarded, she is actually a random girl that posted tiktoks, and its a weird feeling that I was obsessed with her for the longest time spending my time re-watching her toks and edits, i made it a habit to just watch bonbi everyday but I just hate the real bonbi, the idea of her is cool and all but she is a retarded girl on the internet and there is probably better girls on there but i don't care about that too, i made it a habit to check this site everyday, and its just retarded too, its either full of retards like me hating on bonbi but keep coming back, or its despairing defenders of her finding new copes and excuses for her, i wasted 7 years of my life being a bonbi bro, and I fucking hate her, im a retard.