>>11140
>That still feels kind of cursed even if in the confines of ones mind
I imagine it's just me being something of a porn addict/enthusiast/enjoyer. Years ago, lolicon/shotacon fictional works (image+video) was definitely more a part of my porn diet. I suppose because that was a novelty back then. As of now, lolicon is barely a part of my "porn diet". Last viewing: one to three months ago. As for my pornography diet now: coomer brain got to me, so after somewhat running out of non-anthro clop, I have been experiencing anthro MLP porn. Seems I only like a small part of that selection. I guess that's normal for people who have looked at a lot of porn: only a small part of it really does much of anything for them anymore. Oh, and based on records from like 10 years ago, looks like I was naively interesting in anthro back then. Anthro is basically furry, which I feel is not such a good look. However some of those artworks and creative works are definitely valued creations. While definitely not valued on the same level as fine art, I bet that art snobs would say that some of those are good/OK. Wonder what art snobs would say about AI/ML art...

Oh, and yeah, what I did in one of those dreams was pretty degenerate/weird. I think that was a non-lucid one which I am thinking of. Something adjacent to my porn interest back then but not directly it. In that dream, it was like I was doing something just to be a disgusting/deplorable/horrible pervert. It's like if you remove all limits and decency and say "my mother's pussy feels just as good to fuck as any other pussy". That sort of mindset where nothing matters but the animal experience of sex. As long as you can fuck it, you fuck it: doesn't matter if you think it's cute or sexy or beautiful or pretty.

Watch the following video and you might have a nightmare:
. https://web.archive.org/web/20240925081758/https://invidious.jing.rocks/watch?v=8OQ1WX8_bQU
. https://web.archive.org/web/20231209162316/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OQ1WX8_bQU
Bug in Invidious: says that "Let's Find Larry" was uploaded in 2024-09-25 (today), but it was actually uploaded in 2023-12.