I didn't watch the stream along with the rest of the community because I believed that I was going to be sleeping by the time I am posting this reply. I am sorry for not sharing with you simultaneous reactions.

I.... I don't think that these messages matter all that much to the rest of the people,these words are going to be lost in the tears in the rain.

However,I haven't managed to sleep and find comfort with myself,I simply cannot look past towards an event like this. I watched the ending before the official airing and these extremely rare thoughts of sadness and resignation have made stay awake,trying to find a solution and a little bit of hope with myself.

Nobody is going to pay attention to you as much as I do and I know what you are feeling right now.It's certainly unbearable,touching and really diverse yet you cannot pick what emotion sticks with you the most.