at certain moments during the first responses, I was considering myself if I was a villain or too incorrect to the standards of today because of forced happiness or something. However, it wasn´t the case fortunately but it proves that my growth on /endpone/ has left no one indifferent so far.

As for the story, I have been considering to disown this fanfic and see it as death of the author material. I am leaving that link from the pastebin and honestly, do whatever you want with it. I wouldn´t claim it anymore nor I will look bad at anyone for claiming ownership.

However, what prevents it from being a death of the author story is that both the song "High to Death" and Blade Runner 2049 were influences for typing it in the first place, much more than the knowledge about this person. So it cannot be interpreted completely like that but as people noticed the identity, that suddenly changed completely.

My words are poisoned and probably I have lived long enough in order to do so. Since I wrote the second green and the personal threadgreen over here, I was already giving in. It´s nothing new because I changed my perspective long ago, just that it has become more visible with this series of events.