oh I forgot to post my daily blog entry my bad haha. I declined a second job offer today sadly. I know I should've probably just said yes and given it a chance but I'm in such a shit place lately that I think I'm gonna have to start things off as slowly and gradually as possible. I was looking for a job a year ago, now not so much. I'm in "survival mode" as Doc put it. I'd rather just try and live off the rent some more, take it easy, find some chill no strings attached activity to do like some kind of language course or painting classes or something, then go from there. For what it's worth, I'm being less angry about things and more honest with myself lately. There's been some progress I think