>>1007
There is one thing to mention though. A lot of the time, from my experience, learning a skill or changing something significant permanently is always a very long and hard process, and it only works out after so much more effort than I expected. When it happens it also looks like nothing, it just gets done. There are things I decided to learn that I did over and over at first, failing and thinking next time will work. Then I stopped, did other things, tried again 3 months later, still no effect, etc. I keep having the idea that I should be able to do it and identify random obstacles, like some are external entities, some are humans. I attack them, hex them, destroy egregores, all kinds of things, nothing has effect on the main issue. Then one day 9 years later it suddenly just bends into place, and I see it's because for every time I hexed something, did an exercise session and so on, it was like gaining +1 EXP point, and I needed 3000 to make it happen. But no one told me this from the start.