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And to say something helpful besides the am not helpin coz am so wise lol

I just remembered Tipp from the early fringe days. He had sex with some girl and got haunted by a "demon" and freaked the fuck out. He even made a thread pleading for help. I don't know what helped him in the end but... like a year later he reached a level of enlightenment he answered every question and got into heated arguments all the time. Then he made his own fringebay. Then he fell apart. It was weird to me when he said that animals are "angry at him all the time because he is so powerful". Well animals may fear you but they won't attack you if you are "powerful" (they either love you or cover in fear when you show no kindness towards them). If they are angry at you usually means you are powering some shadow of yours with your newfound energies. Which is bad because that usually causes further troubles for you. Like Tipp got pretty bipolar had a lot of outburst in the end and got bullied by gnomes before he shut down fringebay. Hope he is better now.

Important lesson that no matter how much power you get you need to handle/destroy every shadow of yours or the entities will attack you. They can be physical or astral. Power without enlightenment results in your downfall.

I (accidentally) broke open the gates of heaven then backed down because I felt like my body is exploding from virtue. After calming down I went back but overused the red spike. It made me so aggressive I wanted to beat up the "buddhas" sitting there. When I looked into their eyes I felt that my heart is bleeding. I was thinking: Are these Buddhas trying to kill me? How dare they!
Then realized it's not just the Buddhas... It was me too. My self. I didn't want to hurt enlightened beings. I would have rather died than to hurt one. Because reaching enlightenment means realizing hurting others means hurting yourself. Yes it gets more complicated when karma and sin gets involved but yeah. When I realized I have to abandon the path of senseless aggression and go to the path of understanding. Further revelations started to show themselves after that.

Find your own truth. Or at least talk to other entities to help you or something. Just do something "magical" to solve your magical problem. I don't want to sabotage your enlightenment with my "authority". And my way of enlightenment is so wild I cannot recommend this to sane people.

Also what does he even do to you (besides intrusive thoughts) and what did you try so far that nothing worked. My volatile personality doesn't let hostile entities stick around so I am unable to even imagine the experience.