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>Important lesson that no matter how much power you get you need to handle/destroy every shadow of yours or the entities will attack you. They can be physical or astral. Power without enlightenment results in your downfall.
I think this was the case with me, I had too much gong and too many issues handling it. Fucked up very badly quite a few times while trying new stuff, I remember 0rb and Alissa in my room trying to fix me one of those times.

>Also what does he even do to you (besides intrusive thoughts) and what did you try so far that nothing worked. My volatile personality doesn't let hostile entities stick around so I am unable to even imagine the experience.
I have tried few things tbh, I'm a very passive person (I guess that is one of my weaknesses), 0rb helped me once with Yuuka by making me not care as much about the thoughtform, but I'm not sure the effect lasted for long, he also tried attacking it which didn't seem to work. I and a couple of other friends have tried attacking it too, he gets hurt but attacks my astral body if I attack him and Lucifuge protects him if he gets too hurt. I have tried commanding him a few times which didn't work. In a moment of anger when I had enough I decided to imagine myself as God and tried to delete Lucifuge(that was stupid lel), ended up being assraped in a dream that night and was told someone wanted me dead. Recently made a ritual involving Mary, Saint George and Michael with a couple of friends, no success there.