>>1095 >btw you can have this one too, no one wants her why does this always happen (also sometimes I am also giving away entities while asking around IS THERE SOMEONE WHO WANTS THIS. then they appear...)
>They showed me to a throne cut from solid grey stone okay storytime. I have to admit... I am thronesexual. Whenever I am at some place or making deals with an entity I always manifest a chair or a stone throne. It was not because of authority or anything. I just like to sit. It's comfortable. When I am at a new realm I just make one to observe the scenery. Now here comes the new part that happened weeks ago. Some reptilian "king" or noble contacted me and when I was front of him he sat on a throne and the throne was on a big pile of gold and jewels and other riches. I manifested my stone throne too but I was still on ground level. I never negotiate from a "lower" point so I started to "make a pile" so I can sit before him face to face. The pile that manifested was a bunch of skulls... I realized that this is very edgy and threatening and all but... I am way too close to the aspect of "death" or the "severity of god" because all I cared about the destruction of weaknesses and karma and did not care for my "positive growth". As I was going through the kabalistic realms and felt the realm of "kether". I realized I achieved a higher purity than this before. Which means that I "accidentally" got past this level once. Which means there is something beyond this. And yes it was. It was the throne to control the energies. And there are other realms beyond that too. And now that I am continuously opening and unclogging "realms" entities "pull me there" and tell me it's mine. Also I tried TK again and now not just the walls creak but the lights flicker too... I am a retarded poltergeist now. >way forward for someone like me is to simply not have karma I think this is for everyone >I'm not intelligent or fast enough to do fancy stuff Then I am the dumbest and slowest being ever because I didn't even try those things. I instantly went to the >invincible by not having flaws instead realization after figuring out what counts as "karma"
The way the "elites" do with the having karma and still trying to be gods mentality is laughable. I cannot believe that working with angels made me even more anti-semitic. Misinterpreting the the "laws of God" for the dumbest of reasons is the worst thing ever
