Sunflower 03/19/2022 (Sat) 22:46:12 Id: 20c98f No.1105 del
>>1102
>I have my own understanding of it and it's not like yours
No it's the same but from different perspective. To understand karma I had to go back to creation itself. And as it creation split apart. For some reason one equal being did something to an another equal being and as one did something to the other they "corrupted" themselves. It's complicated to write down tbh. But yeah karma is inverted virtue. Because to "persecute" someone you have to "corrupt" your "virtue" and that "corrupted virtue" corrupts the virtue of the victim. Not entirely this way it's more complicated but... You can speedup the "purification process" if you just command the energy to go back to it's original form and to their proper owners. But yeah it's hard to explain. And the problem is not modern society itself but every "exploitative power structure". aka "Babylon" Whatever it's a TLDR of my understanding. I will write down later.
I also want to talk about demon girls now.

>>1103
>These demons use desires to break open blockages
They sure do. Their "toxicity" is good because as I feel their hotness I know which parts of my body is "flawed". Where I have "openings" where their "toxicity" can get in. And as I was having sex with one. A sigil appeared in my mind and a big dark one with a skull of a cow on it's head appeared and grabbed the girl then lectured her for "having lust". I asked the big dark being that what about me? It told me "I used passion and there is nothing wrong with that".
Nowadays if I have some "desire" I can trace back it's "origin point" and "crush it". But today I got multiple desires without an "origin point". And yes I acted upon the desires because I am curious how it interacts with my spirit. It's different every week because of the weird new understanding shifts of mine.
So they use desires and I should use that for breaking blockages. I mean I am breaking a new blockage every day. Today was a big bronze Lion/human statue head with a yelling face. It was in my dan tien. No wonder she called me her "toy". So this is how they help.
I will let her do her thing so she can help. I obv was suspicious in the beginning when she called me her "toy". Yes she called me "Master" after the authority power harassment that I did after that. But now I understand my folly. She told me she will toy with me as much as I want. Fun

>>1100
Also if something good or bad happens sometimes report it because I may or may not did something that may speed up the realization of your inner strength. In the end you have to realize it. So don't expect to happen on it's own. Or maybe it will. Who knows.