>>1112
Then for some reason I had a thought about that /haven/ thread that after a 1000 years you can wash "dishes". I had the dumb thought of
>sure like anyone can make me do that
Then a woman in the clothes of some noble from the early renaissance appeared and had a disappointed look. Then I realized I am too "enlightened" for a thought like this and grabbed that "persona" of mine and killed it because it was the remnant of my "previous way of doing things". Then she put her hand on my head while grabbing my hair in a not violent way and told me "good boy"(not in a condescending way but in an acknowledging way). And I may have did some other things after that but here comes the new thing.

My energy. First it was literally dark and clogged. Then it started to "flow". Then as I "refined" it it felt like small little pieces of "spirit" similar to ki but different. But now it was colorless... while containing every color... Now I understand that "dried up river" signature.
And what it does? If some "blockage" or any "foreign energy" touches it it gets dissolved instantly. Currently I am letting it grow till the "edges of my body" and just let it do it's thing but yeah. This is new. Currently I am familiarizing myself with this new "energy". It sure as hell easy to bend so I am not experimenting with it today. Let it do it's things on it's own.

>>1109
>then I got the visual of a big golden Buddha statue surrounded by dark things on the floor
Nice. I am not telling you what I did but yeah you got the idea. It went through. Demons can't do this. They kick you till you make it or break it. Reach the "Buddhahood" and this path will bear it's fruits like nothing else.