>>1191 I said you committed it against "someone". What if you committed against your "self". Can you forgive yourself? That is the point. Forgiving to your"self" and making the "other" forgive you. Ahhhh. I want to write a TLDR effortpost but not now. It gets so complicated and I figured out how I can retake the energies from the past lives while letting the karma die on it's own accidentally while talking to the buddhas so I don't need to "relive" those just instantly incorporate the lessons to "complete" my being. And I am still "hunting" down the past lives that were too great(or bad) to be in "Arhat"
>>1192 While I might be able to do that... I am not sure that is wise. You need to realize your strengths or you will be oppressed one way or the other. The "devil's eye" gives me complete control over "fear". It's the most basic the "root chakra" level. I have a ways with "authority" that is the "solar". I realized how to "love" again.(I am exerimenting with animals. I am "charming" them so they get to my hand and then I instill "fear" with my thoughts without moving a muscle and they react instinctively without realizing what just happened. I know it sounds bad but you need to realize why jews call the goyim "cattle". Also a great effortpost. I realized that illuminati formation and what it entails) But now I realized my weakest part currently is my "sacral chakra" because I literally don't give a shit about it. Does that mean others can seduce me simply? No because i have complete control over fear and authority and I am not letting them get past those but... Energetically I have a hole. So currently I am literally "seducing demon females" to figure out what makes the energy come out naturally. I know it sounds cringe but I will not waste my time with nightclubs or read up weird mantras because all I need is a missing piece mentally so the energy can come out on it's own. Also the sacral chakra is "water". I am starting to figure out why is my daily water intake is about 6-10 liters... I gave you a helping hand because you were stuck. I can give more help... maybe I will do that because I am way too "whimsical" with my practice nowadays. I just figure out what I need to improve and do the weirdest shit for no reason and realize that was the missing piece of my understanding. But you need to figure out how to gain your powers on your own or you may fall back into the same hole again. Falling into the same hole is not the worst thing. But not being able to get out of it? Now that is not a hole anymore. That is a grave.
