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>I gave you a helping hand because you were stuck. I can give more help... maybe I will do that because I am way too "whimsical" with my practice nowadays.
>But you need to figure out how to gain your powers on your own or you may fall back into the same hole again. Falling into the same hole is not the worst thing. But not being able to get out of it? Now that is not a hole anymore. That is a grave.
Thanks for the post, any help is welcome, although now I'm a little aprehensive.
I've been more "firey" lately, maybe a little braver too, I guess its related to the feeling of the command to "realize your own power" you gave to my spirit and the shadows you took out, thank you for that.

>But now I realized my weakest part currently is my "sacral chakra" because I literally don't give a shit about it.
Have you met Venus/Aphrodite? I feel like I should suggest her to you for some reason (my favourite aspect of her is probably the "moon maiden").

>Does that mean others can seduce me simply? No because i have complete control over fear and authority and I am not letting them get past those but... Energetically I have a hole.
I wonder if I should also suggest the 4 Undine Queens or not, let me know if you're interested in them. I had no issues with them only good memories(no sex though), but its pretty hard to make me fall in love for some reason, also I don't think they tried to make me fall madly in love with them like they say in the stories.