>>1244
True. And the next level is realizing we are creation itself and becoming creation so we no longer "inflict" upon it but merely "move" "ourselves".

>>1234
Remember that "red" baby you mentioned? The "red" density body is the "closest" one to the physical. That one is for fighting and working with the rough tools of earth (and animal mastery). Hephaestus was thrown off from mount Olympus by Hera for being "ugly". Why was he ugly? Lower density beings are "ugly" to gods. (Also Zeus appears as some animal for multiple times because from up there he sees us as animals and thinks that is the most fitting form lol). But because he was thrown off from that high density he had access to a low density material. Metal. And he used his god origin powers to gain "dominion" over it and turning it into something gods can use. Now to develop your lower density "red" body. You can do work with your hands. You can learn some hand to hand combat or with some "heavier" weapon. Or lifting... (I hate gymrats but if there is no other way it's better than nothing) Or you can revisit some past lives with that experience and let it come through. Jesus after returning from his absence. What did he do first? He helped his father with the carpentry business. No matter how great is our "higher density" body if we are unable let it come through the lower density bodies. Also that was what the demons/parasites wanted. To wake up your lower densities. With my "command" it should happen on it's "own" but you also need to help it manifest (it's no longer a baby but that doesn't mean it's complete). Also when you master your "red" density body you can control how you sweat. Including the hands. Too sweaty hands are awkward. Dry hands are even worse. And yes some traumas can take away your hand sweatiness too. It happened to my dad. I forgot what was the exact trauma but it took him years before his palms were able to sweat again.

Also don't worry about mentioning your problems and repayments. We have time to discuss "minor" things like that and it will be repaid one way or the another. You need to realize your "grand cosmic destiny/desire/duty". Then you will do favors like it's nothing. Shiva didn't ask for payment when he helped me without me asking for it for a reason. Realizing your "self" is the only thing he wants.