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>How do you recommend i cleanse myself?
With all the methods you can find and use. I used more than 20+ cleansing methods. As you find new and new "dirt" in yourself the methods need to improve with your level. It's like abilities in MMOs. But the best way is to destroy them let it turn into dust and if it has valuable pure energy you take the pure energy back.

>swim in a sea of corpse and maggots but not being affected by it, thus not giving it energy no judgment seeing it as part of creation
That is also the way but that way you need to wait until creation slowly dissolves the corpses from "your sea". It's a way but it's slow. The fastest way is to get piranhas or burn the corpses so the useless rotten meat can go back to dust and it stops polluting your sea. And as you get cleaner. Your energy will turn into a bright hot fire and it will burn "minor" things on it's own.
Also this way is also the "vampire" way. The red spike gives you power to crush everything like those unclean corpses. Then you ask other entities you find on the way for help and advice. When you get "cleaner" your personality will work as intended and they appear on their own. (I was merely thinking about Shiva and he suddenly appeared and cut open dirty energy pathways for me without even asking for it)

I also have some insect entities sometimes. Usually around my head. They are not stating what they want so they get destroyed. I just remembered Baal/Beelzebub just appeared to me a week ago and told me he wants to "serve" me... They are probably "his". They were trying to help me get rid of my current disease. I entirely forgot about him. I just can't believe myself sometimes. (I let them inject me with something yellowish green thing and it stabilized my body? Unbelievable...)