>>1273
>If you can daydream it's good enough. Don't force "visualisation" too much.
I can however it seems i am experiencing some kind of brain fog i believe i am creating my own mental blocks at this point, not the first time it happened so i am not worried just need to find what's causing it.

>Cleansing is introspection first then an active effort of taking apart things that look or taste harmful.
Sounds like a journey.
From what i understand one also needs to go retrieve repressed memories and clean each one, becoming whole again in the process.
picking up pieces so to speak.
funny i played some level in a game the other day about fighting your way through the mc mind to unlock a memory magically sealed by fairies.

>So I had to continue the cleansing no matter what. It was a good motivating factor.
Did you try that on bad personalities "quirks" or even a whole personality?
I've been feeding a personality that helps me function in society but that i despise, i think this whole deal is creating a bit of a problem for me, however i can not yet kill it so it'll have to be the current "me".
I wonder if it's possible to create some kind of personality without any attachment to it, without nay kind of natural desire or disgust toward it so that it may be discarded easily one day for a more appropriate one, some kind of interface.

>in the end it's your decision.
it's not doing much beside being cute I'll see how much i can modify it without making a monster again.