>>1282
>Sounds like a journey.
It is one.
>From what i understand one also needs to go retrieve repressed memories and clean each one, becoming whole again in the process.
>picking up pieces so to speak.
The most important part
>Did you try that on bad personalities "quirks" or even a whole personality?
Well because my childhood was shit I had a bunch of traumas but I had a chance to break away from them so in high school I started to rebuild my personality. I made a colosseum mental palace just to gather all my possible personalities to remake a new.
In the end. There was 2 main personality. The "star-child" that was the me who almost died with my childhood. He had the vision and creativity. He was the "weak" leader that needed to be protected no matter what. Then the 2nd in command was the "frontline general". As I was overcoming everything in my childhood I realized I can do everything if I really want. I realized I have the will for everything and I can do anything if I am willing to pay the "price" for it. The reason why he didn't become the dominant me because to him the end goal would have been world domination... Which is a grand idea... but I realized if I achieve that and history books will remember my name for several millennia it still wouldn't make me happy and that was the reason he was 2nd in command. He had vision only for this world and nothing beyond it.
Then there was a 3rd "emergency" one. He was a bloody psychopath enclosed in a cage full with spikes and razors. His job was to endure the harshest situations and no mater how hopeless situations may turn he will enjoy it. If something would overcome the 2 main personality he will be the next they have to deal with. And how do you deal with someone whose comfort zone is pain and isolation?
This was my previous idea of "no weakness".
Then I "found" a "mage" personality deep inside myself. He was something beyond this life and a mystery for a long time. I gave him the "immortality project". So I couldn't really use him as a personality for a while.

Now how this went. While I was able to overcome every hurdle life threw at me with them... They slowly got corrupted in a way I almost died. The star child almost died because no matter the hurdles I overcame life got even worse and the way out looked more and more impossible. The general got way too angry and crude to maximize efficiency to overcome everything. I tried to unite the star child and the general several times but it didn't work.
The reason was that none of them was the "real me". They were part of me but not the complete me.
I had to go through every problem and memory of mine and destroy everything. It's funny tho. When you are going through them sometimes it affects reality. Like I was real tired and I usually used my anger to keep myself awake. But I had less things to be angry about. So I got angry about my childhood bully and the things he did. The next day I met him on the gas station (didn't see him for 13 years). He recognized me and said hi. I didn't even notice him at first. Well he looked so ugly I realized I couldn't even inflict a more cruel punishment on him than the life he is living. This way that "memory" got resolved. Some other times when I went through with memories with other people they randomly called me on phone for no reason. It was weird. But the bad energies had to leave my mind and body because it sabotaged my development.
Then I realized I forgot about the caged psycho personality of mine. Because of all the cleaning I did with all my thoughts when I opened his cage he was pure white and floating above the spikes. He smiled and returned into my body.