>>1285 >it became a natural way of acting and was no longer noticeable as different from my current personality. Oh, so in a way it's adding some kind of "mode" or function to the main personality.
different from what i was thinking but interesting nonetheless.
thank you for explaining it.
>You're no lying about who you are if you are acting out a role you created intentionally. You're merely in-role. ..you're right, maybe i should start to figure who i really am first, otherwise i am just making a mess.
>1286 >I made a colosseum mental palace just to gather all my possible personalities to remake a new. Oh i had something like 3 dragon girls sitting in three thrones, they were different "me" i was trying to make.
>The reason was that none of them was the "real me". They were part of me but not the complete me. I think i understand, thank you for sharing your experience.
I tend to remember some seemingly random posts from 8ch or random forums, books too
like puzzle pieces coming the moment i need them, so this helps make my decision on what to do next.