>>2922
>>2921
>If you really didn't want to stay, the maintenance deities would move you to a suitable place.
They probably should have, instead of giving me a title and registering me as a force of nature for the new-earth. There was a time where I wanted to stay on earth because I tought I'd be a vampire with long youth and fitness, so I planned to live in asia and learn music instruments and martial arts and pursue my spiritual path before I move on. But later as I found out I won't be a vampire and there won't be even the physical immortality with endless youth, health and stuff, I lost all hope and desire to be in the physical. So I have to get out by myself, and that's alright. Real achievements are made by ones own effort after all. I just want to mention that I don't mean to be a stealing rat while I am still here, but at the same time I don't feel like connecting or being under the influence of anything. This is my right and power as a force of nature and one of the few non-npcs, I believe. So I hope you can bear with someone like me while I am still here. I won't be forced to anything or dominated by anthing, but I guess that's okay for the touhous or else they wouldn't have kept me. Absolutely no hostility or ill-will here. It's just my values and the way that I live by.