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>it's because I mustered the strength to face reality and go inside myself and really figure things out and come to a conclusion which triggered it.

I came to this conclusion too
The spell is there and is doing something but if we are not interacting with it it's really slow or stagnating even.

My only problem with it that I have so many things going on with my life atm and when I am interacting with it it floods me with information/events which are hard to decipher sometimes.
Or I am contacting beings accidentally with my tired awareness and I have either no idea what I am doing or making an ass of myself... but then some of them are making an ass of themselves too so whatever I guess.

>Just tought I should come back and post it here.
It's always encouraging seeing others progress, wish others posted a little more. I miss the days when it all started. I mean I could use the temple and other telepathic links more but I connect to so many things at once that communication becomes a clusterfuck for me so I only do that on my calmest of days (which are rare in this year).

>Giving up and becoming a mundane was never a possibility.
with the current state of mundanes I wouldn't ever want to consider that again.