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I don't understand how I am able to understand what you are writing. I mean that if I go with a regular thinking it makes no sense but then my intuition chimes in while I am asking constantly questions trying to figure out and it clicks and it fucking annoys me because if I had to explain this shit to a regular human being I would just start to cry then walk away because putting this to the constrained mental frame is still too much for me but it holds some universal truth for sure because it makes sense. My only problem with it that My greatest fear when I'm reading these types of posts of yours that I am gravely misunderstanding something and because it has so many intuitive leaps it makes extremely hard to properly go through of things to find the faulty piece of information/understanding.