>>4820
>a lot of that and a weird feeling of lag
Hmmmm. Interesting. Might be a concentration problem or your mind uses a wrong wiring system for whatever reason. Meditating upon it might help. Try to relive the situation and feel what parts of you not "listening to you" and try to ask "why". This is what I do in these situations. These occurrences sometimes hide deep issues.

>im confused by what you meant by sending it into another world
Instead of wanting a flesh waifu you get a magic waifu. While you would say obv I want a magic waifu fleshfu's are thots your fleshbound desires might disagree. If not it's good you can have the otherworldly waifu route without a hitch. Or you know realize you are "above these things". The point is it must come from you and not from any inferiority complexes.
I am saying this because it turned out I have some desires towards the flesh but for weird reasons and not as actual relationship reasons.