>>4880
>i'll probably take some more time to work
Ganbare
>i wont be posting for a while
No need to post all the time. Only if it's interesting or if it's so confusing you need help comprehending. You will need to get in touch with your own abilities and learn to work with the entities you have around anyways.
I too only post if I feel inspired enough to do so. I too have too many things happening at once.

>>4884
>(and see)
Looking into other posters here is not always a good idea because
>if you gaze into the abyss the abyss gazes back
and... the funny thing. If you mindlessly look into someone you might attract entities not even the other person noticed yet. Sometimes they literally wait around the occultist for the right moment and if an another appears they just latch onto him. So I usually only look into someone if I think I should. Sometimes I learn too many things at once and I need time to sort that out.

>since I don't do alchemy
Our bodies do alchemy by default. I don't "do alchemy" the way an "alchemist" should I am just integrating and realizing bodily functions I have and had long ago. And because of that I am sorta "stirring up" the energies of my environment. It's like a fire in the forest. Forest fires are bad but a campfire? It gives light and warm and everyone wants to "feed it" so they can cook or dance around. My energies are not exactly like a fire tho but you get the idea. Helping me developing on my path is in the interest of other entities too. I think my "saving" started out when female spirits from the depths of some sort of abyss just touched my waist and said
>save us
Because I was realizing some high energy movements at that moment I realized I can do that. It was just channeling energies through them and that cleansed them. That was the start. Since that I am in an extremely complex spirit ecology that sorta benefits everyone.