Sunflower 11/27/2023 (Mon) 22:33 Id: 43e343 No.5168 del
>>5167
>you are not using your brain to visualize. Do not confuse them.
It truly is complicated. 2 days ago as I was drifting to sleep I got a vision of some (sky)city and it was in a new way or texture detail level of the vision I usually get. I even felt some "flying like" movements from my spine like I am going through levels. Then as I was thinking that I will drift into the dream and sleep suddenly... darkness. The dark ceiling and some meager hypnagogic lights. It felt like someone just turned off the TV. It was such a "the magic was gone" feeling that I even asked my guides wtf just happened and then they showed me the part of my brain that I am awakening and how this was it's "current capacity" because it is still "warming up" or "unpacking itself". Had to learn how we see with the "energy body" and how with the flesh too because it's not easy as they relate. As it is cold now I just learned as I am letting this kundalinilike energy flow through my body that I must not course it through my flesh but through the energy body and "let the blood stream absorb it". With this the blood only absorbs as much energy as it needs and not more. Extremely important because burnouts needs to be handled and the "flesh" needs to get used to the energy for the later exercises.


Also about imagination... I too had to learn to "not force it" but have a base idea and have my "mental energy color storms" fill in the blanks. Imagining the apple too strongly makes me feel it's weight and smell out of nowhere then I think about eating apples for days... This is not imagining it's creating and I had to learn that I need to understand the levels between the "realness" because I am not on the level where I can mindlessly daydream... Am still doing it tho... It's just I had to learn to put less energies into it so they fade and return to their original formlessness.

>my visualization ability is at 3 - 4.5
This kinda reaffirms my theory how "visual psychic sense" actually uses up a % of the brain's capabilities to form an image. This also an interesting problem for me because I not just have to "find" and activate my mental places but... "let go of them" so my passive psychic abilities can "use them" then "let them" reconnect these parts. It's kinda simple when you get the hang of it because you don't "lose it" just change the wiring.
Had to realize that there is a reason why using magic for material gain in spirituality is looked down. Because if you are unable to master the material then you will have an even harder time mastering the spiritual.

The subtle body holds many mysteries and
>Do not confuse them.
is not as easy as it sounds.
The more depth I find the less sure I am how things relate. And I know the point of the post was to "detach the idea of the flesh brain doing the work" but they relate. I had to do things that seemed like I just "destroyed my brain" and it just awakened it's parts. There was a deep darkness within my head and I had to understand which is intentional and which is the evil/rust that my life made me "absorb there". Also the energy body also have organ like formations and the subtle body is supposed to be the one that handles and overcomes (the need) of bridging the many body layers we have. And yes focusing too much on the "flesh" will just make you cough up blood when doing something wrong energetically while ignoring it's importance will lead into worlds of delusions.