>>5279
>Good sisters. They are making you get in touch with the "great waters of existence". Even in some Buddhist tradition there is a symbol of 2 fish swimming. Which represents the level when you can swim in the waters of samsara without drowning in it. It's an important step.
i think it also served as a purification of sorts because they said something was getting excised out of me (i dont know what exactly). it was hard to make heads or tails of it but it felt like the barriers weren't considering me unacceptable per se but... it felt more like the barriers.my sisters/goddess considered the world (i mean this current plane we're on now) unnacceptable. its hard to explain

>Yeah you have to "get used" to the idea that (She) is already (You). Like when you shitpost on the interwebz or play vidya you already play it as (Her) and not just (You). It's literally a different mindset but it's still you and the same. How to explain it. It's like living your entire life using only your left eye. Then something happens and your left eye closes but the right opens and you only see with your right eye from now on. You might notice some small differences but it is still the same experience. Now what you are doing is opening BOTH of the eyes without closing the other and seeing the world with them. You just have to understand how the brain uses both of your eyes to make an image that looks like it is made from a single eye while in reality it is from both. This is how the brain hemispheres also operate and the "third eye" is mastering the connection between the two so you can go "beyond" it.
I see... speaking of that she did resurface and got rather... rough again after not doing so in a while

>Funny thing. Remember when you said the mermaids made you to become a librarian or sg? It turns out that was the place where you kinda "found yourself" and decided on a journey via your free will.
>All of them.
oh my..