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>orbs which you may have seen if you tried to read me

Yeah when I started to see them I instantly terminated the connection because when I ask questions my mind instantly tries to answer it and when it has no way to figure it out then it hogs all my mental resources and it takes away the focus from my objective. I am way too scatter brained after this whole thing anyway.

>path is different from the other anon
I hope so because I had dream where I had a glimpse of some structure that I was wondering if it's some Karmic structure and the next thing I was noticing that I was spinning. Then as I regained my awareness because it was weird enough to "wake me up" in the dream. A dude was sitting before me in half lotus? (I was way too half asleep to notice it properly) then he told me "This is my power! Don't fuck with me!" My response was: wha huh sorry whereamI. Then exited his room and noticed I am in some long floor with multiple doors like some big 5star hotel. I hope I was merely spooking him and unconscious me didn't try to do something funnier. Guess I have to upgrade my awareness stat further before I do something silly.

>it's actually neutral or even positive and "cozy" energy. I have no idea what it is.

Don't worry and my "cozy" darkness was gone after fighting with the Gazer then I attacked everything that looked "hard" and dark, then I ended up in the "shadow realm" that when I first noticed it I got the impression it's a nightmare realm then it was the greatest tranquil ever... Then my paranoia turned every denizen to look like a monster.

This is why I am trying to figure out how karma could look/feel like because now I had way too much experience with "dark" things.

Also I asked the lion if he found something. He spit out a hard dark bird. Now that I am calmer I didn't break it I figured maybe after this I am able to purify it. It turned into a white bird and flew away.

So yeah... What is karma what is a curse what is a Galfed auto loading scaletech boosted anti-elite sniper rifle