Sunflower 01/25/2022 (Tue) 17:42:06 Id: 8de853 No.623 del
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You're right, I was subjected to torture as a child, which is where I picked up the dissociation trick. I've refined it through meditation so that it only happens when I will it, so I don't consider it a hindrance.
It's just hard for me to consider any vessel I'm inhabiting a representation of me. It just feels more like I'm controlling a video game avatar most of the time, so it's hard for me to take it personally when its attacked. I do strongly consider my Will as my own though, which is where I draw the line whenever some thing tries to 'attack' me.