Sunflower 02/14/2022 (Mon) 20:38:05 Id: 972fd5 No.790 del
>>788
Yeah true but this is a different type of fire. So far I have the "dark" rage fire (not really here since the cleansing), the actual emotion "belly" rage fire, the "virtue" fire when my rage is completely justified and in "accordance" with my "being", the I went ahead and connected to a "sun" fire, bunch of other fires my artifacts have, the hellfire ring, and the I unlocked my kidney fire...
I have to watch out for this because I have no idea at what level it gets "depleted" so it starts to use jing. I am sorta feeling some other energy inside my kidney (guess that's the jing) but I wasn't sure the tingling started because some energy tried to get inside into my kidney (that white thing I am letting into my body is reaching that place tho) or it tried to get outside. Also figuring out where the energy came from was hard at first because you feel the "energy" and not the organ at the start. I have to map out my organs properly now.

Also now I can use that "water" kidney energy too so... I don't think your hellfire ring can do that. maintaining the fire with the ring is much more effort than controlling it. To me so far it only "burned truly" when it "touched" some karma

But who knows
I certainly don't know... yet

I will read up some connections because I don't want to imbalance myself further. My body finally starts to stabilize and I unlock some bullshit only masters have after years of practice this is no boasting this is scary and stupid especially after my heart almost exploded for trying to mitigate the instant heat increase. good thing it's winter here I need to figure out what organ connects with which energy to what and why.

You wrote that on your map anyway >>677 1d is body. Figuring out might not hurt. I have to agree I hate to use my organs for any magic. I have a tendency to overdo things. Now I have to know exactly how to not overdo a thing