>Don't worry about it. We can all learn from each other's struggle.
Thanks!
>want you to help overcome something. And don't forget when you overcome your weakness you cannot be exploited by that again.
I worry that this might be the case, sometimes the thing learns about my worries and fears and says them to me in its own voice or pretends to be someone else or even simulates my own internal voice and says stupid stuff. When it first arrived I had no idea what it was, it pretended to be multiple spirits, it would make up a new voice for any being I thought about and tell me to do stupid shit (some of which, I actually did), like eat a lemon, apologise on your knees for your offense, go to a certain place tomorrow and steal a car(obviously didn't do this one), and telling me to an hero which was the worst part since I was really considering it and may have done it if I hadn't gotten help from the cabal and from a friend who could tell me that it was a small being/thoughtform and not multiple dangerous beings. It also helps him that I can never see him with my third eye, which is my only "good" astral sense.

>But your entity looks interesting. Ask what he wants.
He always lies and makes up things on the spot, some phrases end up being gibberish. It is not very smart, its function seems to be to find what worries me and makes me afraid and to scare me through that, for example, if I'm worried about offending an entity, it will pretend to be that entity and talk with an angry voice and says that its gonna kill me or something, if I worry about my health it will tell me that I have some specific disease(it once told me that I had a specific disease, and then I looked up the word and its something that is only possible for women).

I believe it is acting as a form of shadow work to make me more confident or is trying break me (maybe both), I like to think that the worst part is over now as I'm feeling more confident(especially these last few days). I believe the reason that the being made a thoughtform is part of the lesson as I am very interested in servitors and was thinking of making one for better communication at the time, so it sort of did something I wanted, but in a twisted way.

Your pro tips and questions are good stuff, I'll write them down, but I don't think they apply in my case. But I'm grateful anyway.