>>948
>My idea was simply that a strong belief that it works/is powerful and having a good visualization on it doing damage
This is exactly what you need to know. You can create weapons with this knowledge.

>I don't want to hurt beings accidentaly
Then you create a weapon that can only hurt evil. A holy weapon of purifying light.
I never did this tho. If I hurt someone accidentally if it was powerful I said sorry and it understood my foolish overreaction. If it was weak then I could heal it. (there was one who pretended to be in pain so it can guilt trip me so I told him to stop that I know you are perfectly fine. He laughed and revealed that he is unscathed).
If you can break something then you can fix it too.
>I hurt quite a few beings when I had gong
Now I don't understand why you have a problem with an entity. There is nothing better than some weapon or ability to test on targets. Also find the origin of your "bad" thoughts. The lack of thought control usually stems from hidden parasites or "attachments" or other funny things that shouldn't be in your head. First you will think you are deleting your own personality. But then you will realize those thoughts weren't yours at all.

>he was forced to go through intense shadow work
if you are on the vampire path as your red spike grows it will supercharge your personality and reveal your shadows. You have to start getting rid of them. It will be a fun process don't worry. Just start to remove everything that holds you down. Especially mentally. If you do it right it will not take years. And don't worry about offending beings. The shadows that makes you offend entities will crumble as you go forward on the path. Making mistakes is better than doing nothing. You need to get rid of your falsehoods. And they will try to tell you what a mistake is to remove them. Find your inner light as you go forward. With that you will see clearly. Sorry for not being more specific but my guides were this vague for a reason too. You need to find the path by yourself. Just start walking it. And don't fear to ask other entities for help. No matter how bad is your telepathy the more you use it the better it will get. Alissa appeared as a cheerleader for a while because the only thing I needed was encouragement to go forward. GO VAMPIRE GO DON'T STOP JUST GO. It was funny. I think this is the advice you need now.