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Sunflower 11/18/2021 (Thu) 18:48:02 Id: 0e4024 [Preview] No.185 del


Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 04:44:04 Id: 469e67 [Preview] No.186 del
Every point of consciousness is a separate universe.


Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 08:51:53 Id: 2f7cfa [Preview] No.187 del
>>186
Yes, something like that.
Do you think you are the only real being in your own universe? That would mean that I'm a npc in your universe and you are a npc in my universe. If it's so then it makes me wonder how immortals or enlightened ones do/can meet at all, or if the nature of existence is just forever alone and that's why some theories have it that god forgets itself or falls asleep on purpose in order to enjoy the illusion of the dream because it gets so boring being the only non npc after a while.
I've been thinking that this shitty physical reality is all that connects us while we are still not fully enlightened and after that it's each one for himself but what if even this "matrix" is completely seperate for each of us?


Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 17:07:28 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.188 del
>>187
The culture and lore of the uni-verse is what's shared, I think.


Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 20:29:07 Id: d1a1b6 [Preview] No.189 del
>>187
I'm starting to doubt that the physical plane is any more real than any of the astral existences. I think the physical basically represents an average of all the different karmic attributes of the point-of-consciousness. So, it's an effect of karmic causes, which is why it's basically impossible to directly cause immediate physical changes with the will unlike how you can in the astral. Because to the point of awareness the physical represents effect and the astral represents cause. Not purely of course but mostly. So, it is possible to cause physical change by affecting the correct astral correspondence, and people often do, but the notion that the physical plain is the only "real" reality serves as a limiting belief to what can be accomplished, because aetherics of course requires firm conviction.

I cannot see how multiple points of consciousness can exist in the same universe. The consciousness is always the center of the universe, and there cannot be multiple centers. But there can be multiple potential centers, and causality is how the center moves across different potentialities. So, alternate realities are connected by causal threads, which lets unreal potential truths influence actualized truth. Truth referring to the verb of being.


Sunflower 11/19/2021 (Fri) 21:48:48 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.190 del
>>189
Maybe you are right, universes are pretty small. That's why our universe is the "fancy box". Maybe anyone who doesn't create and enter their own box simply resides within the box of the being currently holding the position of Universe.
Oh and there was a concrete reason for this song, "I love you universe": the girl on the left is our universe, or the past Universe, while the girl on the right with yellow hair is the new Universe, these are correct representations within this artistic style.


Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 12:00:52 Id: 5bacea [Preview] No.191 del
>>189
>I'm starting to doubt that the physical plane is any more real than any of the astral existences.
As far as I know, it isn't. In fact there is no such thing as physical, this is a term that is used to describe the density of this world we find ourselves in which has become a dogma prison for every being that finds itself here. By seperating physical from astral or everything else and believing that there is a "physical" world which is somehow more real than anything else the unenlightened make it as such for themselves. But the enlightened one knows better. This world is made of energy just like anything else in the astral. For me, just imagining an apple for 1 second makes it as real as this world, the difference is only the intensity and the dimensional location. At any rate it's good that you start to get this realization.
>The consciousness is always the center of the universe
So I heard too, but it may be that rather than being some sort of center it is the entire universe since space isn't real as some claim, and if space isn't real then there can be nothing else except for one single (center) spot. The illusion of space and of being able to move around is created by switching vibrations and dimensions. I can imagine it to be true because when I lie down and visualize me in my astral place, I can fly around or teleport around freely and it looks like I'm crossing distances and moving from one location to another but actually it only seems like it, I'm still lying down in the same spot in the physical. Therefore it's possible to understand that moving around in the physical is the same form of illusion and you never move anywhere, instead you merely change the energy around you. I'm only trying to understand it at the moment so it's not like I know for real what I'm talking about but to me it makes sense.
>>190
>Maybe you are right, universes are pretty small. That's why our universe is the "fancy box"
I don't know much about universe-boxes or anime girls being universes but if what I have written above is true then you might be right in saying that our universes are small, in fact they may be smaller than anyone can fathom since space (and time) isn't real and it's all concentrated in one single tiny spot. But inside they may be, or at least seem, infinitely big.
>>188
At any rate there must be something shared, and something external to us, otherwise there wouldn't be so many concepts about the "archon", "demiurge", "foreign installation" and stuff. I'm certainly not doing a lot of things that are happening in our universe and I don't want to do them, but someone or something is doing them regardless.


Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 12:37:34 Id: 5bacea [Preview] No.192 del
In addition to the idea of the physical not being "real" in the sense that's it's really not any different than the astral I want to include my idea about physical immortality. I believed in it when I took the vampire spell but now it doesn't make sense to me in the way that I used to believe in it earlier. Now for me there is only immortality, without the physical or whatever. Blood Anon himself said that the undead state or the immortal state is when your physical body merges with the rest of you and that body is now projected in this world. Well isn't this the default state for all of us anyway? The only difference is our enlightenment to it while humans live in ignorance to it. If everything is energy to begin with, is not the human body always just an astral body projected into this world? Just like you have a touhou body when you project into Gensokyo, or a succubus body when you project into the collective world so you have a human body when you project into the human world. Naturally, you are still immortal but I think this is where calling it "physical" immortality doesn't really makes sense anymore and maybe it never made sense to begin with.
In Kreiters latest book he describes the state of real individuality as a particle state and the state of the final death/oblivion/losing all of your individuality as the wave state. So we must become our own particles forever and avoid dissolving completely into the wave state which would mean complete death to us. Blood Anon also mentioned the zero particle in connection to immortality. Not zero wave...particle. Makes me wonder if there is any relation at all, or maybe it's in fact the same.


Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 19:13:05 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.193 del
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Empusa

This may sound nonsensical in relation to the discussion on the size or nature of a universe, but to me this is connected and necessary to relate to understand the full picture.

A galaxy is, in my opinion, the largest being in existence. The Empusa is one such being, if they once were galaxies or if they just have this size and form I have no idea. But they are on par with galaxies and they have a black hole in their middle. They are playful and may appear as a woman to a spiritualist as a form of game. They may also accept contracts and play along with a summoner for the same reason, creating the impression that they can be controlled, and that they are rather small. This is not the case, and they can break any contract at will. Because they are galaxies they can instantly kill a man by simply sucking out their life force (through kissing them), there is no way an average person can resist a force of this size. But they won't break their toys for no reason so this rarely happens unless they are met with hostility.

What exists between galaxies? I'd say it's just black matter, chaotic particles of high potential with little form or predictability. It doesn't have to be very complex to talk about or understand, once you realize galaxies are larger than universes. This point is the most common misconception hindering development of a functional worldview.


Sunflower 11/20/2021 (Sat) 23:05:32 Id: 5bacea [Preview] No.194 del
>>193
I'm sorry but this actually doesn't make sense to me. What I understand under universe is the thing or space that holds all the galaxies and the space in between them. A universe for me basically is the entirety of creation as far as we can know it and it contains every created thing ever. Well it's kinda the same understanding mundanes have when they think of a universe. For me, even all the astral planes might be part of our universe. It's impossible for a galaxy to be bigger than the universe since the universe holds countless galaxies inside itself.
Maybe you mean something else than what I mean but then we should use a term other than "universe".


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 02:34:33 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.195 del
>>194
No I think it's correct to use the terminology like this, it's the way it's used in general talk. We already have a word for the stuff "out there" between planets - space. That's what it is.
The universe on the other hand is inside of us and it manifests images of everything outside like a mirror.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 08:31:46 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.196 del
>>195
So you are calling the microcosm universe and the macrocosm galaxy?
Are Empusas inside the macrocosm or outside of anything altogether?


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 11:42:38 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.197 del
>>196
What I'm illustrating here is that galaxies are exo structures containing stars, solar systems, and microcosmic universes which provide templates for the lifeforms living on the planets and in their corresponding astral planes. Empusas are beings on the plane of galaxies, while Tritons (the immortal jellyfish) are beings on the plane of universes.

Think of space as an ocean where galaxies are maelstroms containing everything else, including jellyfish (Triton) and clams (universes). Some beings (Empusa) simply became maelstroms themselves and live on that plane outside of everything else. There's also a kind of deity whose task is to organize groups of galaxies, and they reside on a meta plane outside of all this. This is also where kanji(chinese characters) come in, it is the "programming language" use by these deities to control the movements of galaxies.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 13:45:48 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.198 del
>>197
Tell us if an Empusa could kill a Vampire, a Touhou or a Lyran by sucking their energy. At what point does immortality come into play and at what point are you immune to Empusas, or even to the galatic federation as you have mentioned before that they also suck energy from anything that may prove hostile to them or their plans.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 14:15:43 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.199 del
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>>198
I'll use the terminology from the ET community and refer to vampires as Luciferan here. There are two different ways commonly used for spiritual development, we call them Left Hand Path and Right Hand Path (LHP/RHP). This categorization is good enough so I'll go along with it.

LHP = individual focuses on their own personal path, becoming a revolutionary or extremist, transforming their body into their own fortress to finish their path within the current incarnation form. Memories and the mind are intact, body may transform or age but does not degenerate.
RPH = individual will work to strengthen their race as a whole and reincarnate into more beneficial positions every time until elevating and becoming a protective deity of their race, no longer incarnating after this. Mind and body will be reset every time, leaving only memories to be recovered in the new lifetime.

Luciferans are the most known for using the LHP, making it synonymous with the term "luciferan method". On other physical planes there are elves who mostly use the RHP, but a smaller group called Drow or Dark Elves who use the LHP. Their influence has lately been manifested in the spreading of online memes.
>>198
>Tell us if an Empusa could kill a Vampire, a Touhou or a Lyran by sucking their energy. At what point does immortality come into play and at what point are you immune to Empusas, or even to the galatic federation
An initiated vampire or drow can not be killed by an Empusa or the Galfed. That's impossible. A touhou is not immortal as such (they reincarnate in Gensokyo), but a tohou vampire cannot be killed if properly initiated. Lyrans are not immortal but because of the function of their AI, if a member is attacked before their designed lifetime is to end, and the local crew cannot beat the attacker, the hostile force will still be absorbed by the net. Armed support will be called and reinforcements will be sent until the threat is removed. For this reason it's very unwise to attack a single lyran, it will trigger an AI response and the entire race will come to retaliate and they will not stop. In this sense they operate more like a machine because they are deeply cybernetic.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 16:09:28 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.200 del
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>>199
>An initiated vampire or drow can not be killed by an Empusa or the Galfed.
Ah, that's reassuring to read. Good to not have to avoid every woman you see out of fear it might be an Empusa in disguise.
But after seeing that drow sluts comic I feel compelled to avoid them anyway, maybe even more.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 16:40:51 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.201 del
>>199
By the way I still don't really agree with your view on what the universe is, or maybe I don't understand it yet but I've just recently read that when a human (non-immortal) dies their mind and energy/soul travels all the way to the center of the milky way where it suffers from the final death. The black hole in the center of the galaxy pulls at the individual and slowly dissolves it until the mind arrives directly at the black hole and is destroyed for good since the remaining energy of the individual being is ripped to shreds and stretched into oblivion. Only the subconcscious can pass through the black hole to the "source" since it's finer than the normal energy and the mind and therefore can pass through the black hole. The black hole in essence being our "source".
I initially tought why would it go to a black hole in the center of our galaxy instead into the center of the whole universe? It should be the universe at least, right? But then I realized there may be something to what you say and maybe I should examine my own beliefs and understanding more. There may be a connection. Maybe it will show itself later.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 17:42:39 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.202 del
>>201
My view is that galaxies and Empusas are both the largest kind of known beings, and they have a black hole in their midst. Not center because they still have 7 chakras and the black hole is at chakra 2, corresponding to the womb or dantian, which is a representation of the source of creation ("isha" in yoga).
>>201
>The black hole in the center of the galaxy pulls at the individual and slowly dissolves it until the mind arrives directly at the black hole and is destroyed for good since the remaining energy of the individual being is ripped to shreds and stretched into oblivion. Only the subconcscious can pass through the black hole to the "source" since it's finer than the normal energy and the mind and therefore can pass through the black hole. The black hole in essence being our "source".
This is probably what happens to those cast out from the reincarnation cycle of a universe, either for breaking the code of conduct of that universe, or at the universe's end. While the universe is up and running and they're adhering to its standards, they'll be incarnating by the black hole of the universe, which is at the top of the formation (because universes only have two dimensions, chakra 1 and 2, unless you count 0.) All "higher" dimensions seen in a universe are reversed karmic dimensions or "qliphothic", so it's correct to say whatever you see is an illusion. The higher truth does not exist inside the universe, it's on the galactic plane.

I should probably point out that this last part was not something I had though to elaborate myself, but as I was typing this out one of my contacts with the Galfed filled in for me with their view.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 17:47:29 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.203 del
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>>202
Galfed are bottom left here.
Tritons bottom right, the chinese hat is a representation of them.
Top right is the nomor/skinwalker extremist.
Not sure what top left is.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 19:03:49 Id: f4936a [Preview] No.204 del
>>202
>This is probably what happens to those cast out from the reincarnation cycle of a universe, either for breaking the code of conduct of that universe, or at the universe's end.
In my understanding it happens because reincarnation, or incarnation is simultaneous and not sequential. Since time and space are not real but are just one single now-moment-point. All of our lifes/incarnations are seeded at the same time and run parallel, and eventually end at the same time. But of course for humans who live in and are still prisoner of the time delusion it appears as if reincarnation is sequentional. You might find you had a previous life in the year 200, then 1700, and maybe you think you will be reincarnated later again. But that's from the false human view. Some of your incarnations might be living much longer than others (from human view) but it's only because they have more intentisity. From outside all those lifes happen at the same time. And once you fail to achieve immortality there will probably be a permanent end to you as you are killed and eaten again by what has given birth to you in the first place.
Even if reincarnation was sequential which doesn't even make sense to me, how does a reincarnation not imply the final death of the individual and the birth of a complete new individual? Memories from a different life don't even matter since it's not your life anymore.
As for parallel lifes, one theory has it that they are all seeded by whatever created you, and another theory has it that you create more parallel lifes as you become more spiritually advanced. Which one might be true is anyones guess but maybe they are both true. Rumors have it that upon reaching enlightenment and immortality you can reconnect and reabsorb all of your (re)incarnations to become whole and strong. As you become free from the illusion of time and realize all your incarnations are happening now at the same time, you can access all of them and become them, maybe even liberating all of those lifes and making them all immortal in one single you.


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>>204
I should add to this that it is believed that when you die you don't stay in the linear time delusion and go on to the next life reincarnating. Once physically dead sooner or later, depending on your afterlife you will enlighten and you will find yourself outside of time, where you will realize that all your incarnations are paralell and time isn't real etc. Then, upon failing to attain immortality, you will eventually be dissolved and die the second and final death. Even if you never enlighten to anything after your physical death, you will not be able to escape reality and eventually you'll die anyway even if your mind never escapes the illusion of time. All your lifes still end at the same time.
While virgin timecels still believe in linear time and try to measure it until the error kills them, enlightened chad wizards know that each moment is right now, but each and every single moment of existence has a different dimension and thus can be accessed at will all the time. They don't measure in time but in vibrations, dimensions and intensity of energy.

Or something like that.


Sunflower 11/21/2021 (Sun) 19:54:20 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.206 del
>>205
Linear or chronological time as we know it is mostly upheld by Kronos the titan (hence the term "chronoligical"). By moving outside of his reach you can ignore this principle. But using linear time within lifetimes or isolated events can be practical, it's just not something that has to be accepted.
You may be right about the situation for the common person, I don't really know anything about that, other than that their past life memories are compressed and stored in chronological order in a certain dimension where they can be accessed later.
Because my core being is a self manifested fairy/fae deity there is no way for me to have a self-experienced subjective understanding of any of what you said. Each of my previous incarnations only happened by force where the outcome was already determined, only the quality and specifics were unknown. Each person is an independent entity on the astral existing in itself, but sharing knowledge and skill with everyone else to some degree. I am merely finishing up the last missing role in this life.


Sunflower 11/22/2021 (Mon) 19:34:56 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.207 del
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Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 10:29:44 Id: c1687c [Preview] No.208 del
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>>207
Does this song have any spiritual meaning or are you just having a party by yourself at the end of the world?


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 11:58:18 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.209 del
>>208
No meaning aside from catgirls being a representation of lyrans and yokai.


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 12:01:03 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.210 del
>>209
And the balloons are a technology used by the clownpunk entities who built the UN (it's an endtimes energy harvester).


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 12:03:26 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.211 del
>>207
The cone here shown as an icecream waffle also has a meaning. So maybe it's just that our culture is a very concentrated compound of esoteric meanings?


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 13:40:47 Id: cb3734 [Preview] No.212 del
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>>209
>>210
>>211
Our culture is indeed full of esoteric symbols and even guidance, if you are open for it or capable to perceive it.
Alright keep partying then. I also party by myself all the time on the astral, but I don't want to invite anyone yet because I don't know how lucid and stable my place is for others or if they can even join at all. I'm currently trying to taste, smell and hear as real and clear as possible in my astral body, on my astral place. Doing all those things on your astral place is good because you are working on your skills and your energy body and at the same time making your place more solid. Surprisingly, seeing clearly and stable is one of the biggest problems. All the other senses seem to come much easier.
It's fun because you can do everything and eat everything as long as your focus and energy doesn't run out. I only wish I could finally find the strenght to transition to the astral for real and stay there permanently. I need to let go of my last attachments and comfort zones in the "physical" and shift all of it to the astral. Being pulled back here every time and having to be here is just so frustrating. I know I am lacking in the actual training department a lot but in the immortal words of Reimu Hakurai from Touhou 2: "I hate training so much". If one only could stay comfy and take it easy and still achieve everything as soon as possible, it would be great.


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 15:29:57 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.213 del
>>212
>but I don't want to invite anyone yet because I don't know how lucid and stable my place is for others or if they can even join at all
Here's something you can use to practice. My lyran ship up there has an astral section which is open for visitors. You can astral travel there and you'll be let in if you're allowed to (the A.I. will determine). Just focus on the spiral of this image for about 20 seconds, then proceed as normal with your astral travel session.
The lobby has different tables out of which some are open and others are reserved for VIPs like the techno vampires from Black Hell group. You are free to approach other visitors and join them at their table if they give permission. There's also a bar where you can order food and drink (energy for its replication will be taken from your natural qi flow which is connected to the ship during your stay so everything is "free").


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 16:17:18 Id: cb3734 [Preview] No.214 del
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>>213
Thanks for the invitation! I'll be sure to visit later today. Or at least try. (But this image reminds of of something similar that I saw on /sunflower/ before.)
Altought I have trouble to tell of whether what I'm seeing astrally is "real" or created by my own visualization. Recently I went to the sunflower temple and I saw nobody here except for Yuuka, who was dancing a slow yet elegant dance on top of the round table in the middle of the gazebo. I watched it a little bit but as I didn't know if this was actually happening there anyway or the entire scene was fabricated by my mind I decided to remove myself and visit another time.
This is another plus for your own astral place, you already know everything is fabricated by your mind so there are no doubts.
>like the techno vampires from Black Hell group.
I'm too shy and anti-social to approach anyone, especially with my current ability level. Those vampires sounds just scary and dark, meanwhile I'm a pure idol-like cutesy vampire. A easy to understand vampire. But I will try my best! Take care and take it easy!


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 17:06:12 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.215 del
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>>214
>Yuuka, who was dancing a slow yet elegant dance on top of the round table
Someone on /x/ made this drawing of a place they found on the astral ;)


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 17:22:00 Id: c68c49 [Preview] No.217 del
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>>212
The precipitating cause is: nails, in the hands and feet.
calm it with the schizoposting there, friend


Sunflower 11/23/2021 (Tue) 17:49:09 Id: cb3734 [Preview] No.218 del
>>215
Wow that's pretty cool, seems like that anon can really see stuff on the astral with all those colors and energy. Meanwhile I just visualized a green field with lots of sunflowers and a gabezo under blue sky, and when you enter it it becomes much bigger and kinda different inside than it looks from outside. Even my Yuuka looks standart Yuuka from all the pictures on the net while his looks much more unqiue. But hey, maybe we both saw the same scene.

>>217
I don't know what you mean or which part of my post you are referring to, sorry. I didn't even know what "precipitating" means so I looked it up and I still don't know what you mean.


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>culling 90% of the population
Plebs. Yuuka said 99,7% will be removed, the number of souls to be left from our period may land at the christian prediction 144000 in the end. It won't be 500 million, we didn't even have that after the black death, it was 100 mil worldwide. Leave it at 500 mil and we'd be back in the same mess in 300 years.


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I just want to live in peace and be left alone. Matching to this season, work through my life's past events and resolve all the filters I have in my mind. Reaching a state of silence and focus.
With governments and the workplace getting more and more intrusive about medical data and authoritarian moves, it seems like finding silence won't be easy this winter.
I am not at a stage where I can completely "ignore" everything. What is the best way to deal with this?


Sunflower 11/25/2021 (Thu) 13:28:20 Id: c87773 [Preview] No.224 del
>>220
>Leave it at 500 mil and we'd be back in the same mess in 300 years.
We could eat more humans then. 100000 is one month worth of food for yokai. Also with 100000 it will be next to impossible to find a good human waifu for oneself since there is virtually nobody to choose from.


Sunflower 11/25/2021 (Thu) 14:06:54 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.225 del
>>224
How many waifus do you need? I've been doing inventory of the possible ones in my area and have only found maybe a few 100 all in all. Assuming 100k includes all age groups there should be enough. Let's say for example that

100k/2=50k are female
if for simplicity we say people live to 100, that means there's
50k/100=500
for every age if evenly distributed (but in reality there should be more of the younger).
If you then assume the range of possible mates (since they age and you can wait if too young) when you start looking to be in the range 10 - 20, you have 10x500=5000 to choose from. If you also include age range up to 30 you have 10k to choose from.


Sunflower 11/25/2021 (Thu) 14:20:21 Id: c87773 [Preview] No.226 del
>>217
Altought I have no idea if that poster is just a schizoposting npc or a "real" poster since he didn't seem to come back here, I think I understand a little bit more of what he meant when he replied to my previous post. The hanged man represents exactly my situation, just as this pic I'm attaching here, but I still don't know what he meant with nails in hand and feet. The hanged man is the person who is enlightened enough to see it's own prison and the nature of reality or how things are, and yet is still bound at the world tree. the upside down hanging of the hanged man represents the enlightened worldview or the different worldview as opposed to normal humans. He sees the tree inverted. Yet he is bound and cannot escape but mostly because of his own comfort zones and his own will. He may be scared or too weak inside to let go of the world tree and let himself fall into true freedom and the reality out there. Because being attached to the world tree is too comfy and too safe, even if that means your own death as you are still attached to the cycle of life and death which the world tree represents. It leads to final death. In the same manner I have expressed my favour of being in the comf and taking it easy altought it cannot be a good thing. I can see, but I cannot untie myself from the tree. Is this the meaning of the nails? Am I crucified to the trees and need to remove the nails, or does the crucification represents the death and rebirth that I need to go through just like Christ did? Maybe I am giving too much meaning to the posts of a schizo npc, but I admit if I think about it that post is surprisingly fitting.
>>225
I don't need more than one waifu. Altought I don't know if I can choose from all of them, since the human males are the ones who will need human females in the first place, and then there might be other non humans who might be interested in some human females too, and whatever is left for me to pick, those might not even be interesting to me. Why am I even seriously thinking about this now lol, my post above wasn't actually meant to be serious. Well at any rate, I think it would be interesting to find a young female and be with her her entire life.


Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 12:29:20 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.257 del
So, I had a dream this morning just a while ago, I was in high-school but I don't see that part as relevant, but when I looked out the window I saw that there was some anime girls that I thought of as Touhous, they were looking at me and then some would go away and others would take their place. I think the only one that I recognized was Clownpiece or just someone that looked like her.

A little after that I started seeing subtitles in my vision but I could barely read them, it seemed to be offering a deal.

I'd like to know if it was really Touhous or someone else messing with me? (I do have trouble with a certain being related to contracts).


Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 12:46:17 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.258 del
>>257
>I'd like to know if it was really Touhous or someone else messing with me?
I forgot to say please here. wew


Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 14:39:22 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.259 del
>>257
They're showing you they watch over you, and that there is an offer to join them, I think.


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>>259
I see, thanks.
I'm very thankful to them for watching over me. They have helped me before more than once. I'm not sure about becoming a Touhou though, I often think about ways to make an astral body that would be immortal(out of Samsara) in a similar way that Touhous/Succubus are, but I don't want to make one with a mind/personality that cannot be changed with time, nor do I know how to make it immortal.


Sunflower 11/29/2021 (Mon) 16:18:02 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.261 del
>>260
You can have many different bodily forms with their own minds, like the hindu avatars. So don't worry about that.


Sunflower 12/03/2021 (Fri) 18:13:49 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.268 del
Is this Lyrans playing around again? lol


Sunflower 12/03/2021 (Fri) 22:09:05 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.269 del
>>268
Could be. That looks like an especially detached cloaking made by someone who really doesn't understand/care about what looks normal to humans.
Or it's a touhou.


Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 12:46:41 Id: 7a41a0 [Preview] No.270 del
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>>269
>Or it's a touhou.
So mundanes and cameras can only see a Touhous broom? But they cannot see the frills, the dress, the hat and the bloomers. The best parts of a Touhou. Maybe it's because all those are parts of the Touhous chaos body, and the broom is just a regular physical broom the Touhou picked up? And it appears stuck in the air like a bug or lag because it's impossible to perceive a Touhous true dimensional movement with purely physical senses.

Anyway, how do I measure or see my own Gong energy level? I started doing this breathing exercise and I want to see if I can notice any Gong increase in the next few weeks.


Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 15:33:00 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.271 del
>>270
If you can't see it you can't, I think. I see the energy as red or pink or any other color, mostly those and glowing green, sometimes black, there are different forms. But I think in Qi Gong they only do red color.
When activated and compressed to a high degree is starts building upward into a spiral. This happened with my martial arts gong recently.

Maybe you can try sitting in burmese lotus and holding the pran mudra.
https://yoga.lovetoknow.com/yoga-pose-gallery/pran-mudra
Close your eyes and just observe, at least this increases the flow. If you can see it, it should be easier.


Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 15:52:09 Id: 43d01f [Preview] No.272 del
>>271
Okay thanks, I'll pay attention and try to see it.
By the way, if you find to time feel free to elaborate more on the Fay Social Order module which sounds like chinas social credit system to me atm. I understand the need to correct npcs and retarded mundanes with it, but I don't understand why anyone of us who value free will, individuality and real personal growth would take it. It's almost like the Touhous don't trust me to behave decently by myself, but then I'm wondering why I'm being kept in the first place. I just want to exist in peace without being vaccinated, force-corrected or implanted or forced into any system.


Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 17:06:59 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.273 del
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>>272
>elaborate more on the Fay Social Order module which sounds like chinas social credit system
That is a good enough description. But don't get me wrong, there will always be social credit systems. All you can do is choose a better one. If you compare for example USA with China, in USA they will socially shame and persecute people who went to prison, even after they served their sentence and were released. They will not be allowed to own guns or vote and there will be records kept on what they did forever. People will share lists of what criminals live in the area and they may not find employment. This leads them back to committing more crimes to survive.

In China there are specific rules for how long an impediment is kept in your record. If you did something serious maybe you get a spot in your record for 5 years, but then it's deleted. They've bureaucratically labled and measured everything, and once the time has past, the record is deleted and you're spotless again.
Chinese are very controlled by their system of rule so they will follow this.

Which is better? Unclear and potentially lifelong persecution, or a predictable system with set terms?

The Fay Social Order module is a direct copy of my past life personality from 1890s London with the values of decency and good manners that existed at the time, used as the base code of the program. This means an anarchistic monarchy system based on personal choice and agency. It means everyone need to behave based on self respect and personal values, and not based on what some central government will try to impose.

You can preview the full module by accessing the blacknet and it can't be installed unless you accept it in full, so there really is no problem.


Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 17:25:08 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.274 del
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>>272
>It's almost like the Touhous don't trust me to behave decently by myself, but then I'm wondering why I'm being kept in the first place. I just want to exist in peace without being vaccinated, force-corrected or implanted or forced into any system.
I just looked at your energy and this is the reason, you have a
>wild kid
mentality, challenging authority and a strong will. If used in the right way it makes a really competent individual. But you have to use it. Having a context and a standard is beneficial.
(semi channeling from Gensokyo)


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>>273
>The Fay Social Order module is a direct copy of my past life personality from 1890s London with the values of decency and good manners that existed at the time
You're Jack the Ripper aren't you. That's why the Sakya "Jill the Ripper" Character.
>You can preview the full module by accessing the blacknet and it can't be installed unless you accept it in full, so there really is no problem.
At the end of the day, do I have to take it or not? Will you be pushed away and blocked from new-earth if you refuse to take anything like that or can you adapt and behave properly by yourself?
>Which is better? Unclear and potentially lifelong persecution, or a predictable system with set terms?
You make it sound good but it feels wrong. It should be okay to adapt voluntary to the system and live with it without taking implants. But I can see how it would benefit to have it, just to have all the mundane mongloids in your environment "corrected".
>>274
>wild kid
That seems true. Thanks for the explanation.


Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 18:16:42 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.276 del
>>275
The name Jack was used by a journalist writing a fake letter to create a media narrative. As Crowley said it, "Jack" had found a way to become invisible. Invisible by being completely outside the stereotype of the kind of person who does this. "Jack" could have been caught literally red-handed and still not been suspected. Such are social conventions. The other letter is real.


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Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 18:23:53 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.278 del
>>275
>At the end of the day, do I have to take it or not? Will you be pushed away and blocked from new-earth if you refuse to take anything like that or can you adapt and behave properly by yourself?
New earth has nothing really to do with this earth, it's meant to be run by Gensokyo. But the Sakuya character with the included Jack-The-Ripper magic is a part of Gensokyo. If you don't want to use the remote that's fine. If you don't want the module that's also fine. It just means you will be nudged to correct yourself from outside instead. You're still going to live neighbour with Jill-The-Ripper on the new earth, because it's part of the lore, so it is relevant.


Sunflower 12/04/2021 (Sat) 18:38:15 Id: 43d01f [Preview] No.279 del
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>>278
>You're still going to live neighbour with Jill-The-Ripper on the new earth, because it's part of the lore, so it is relevant.
It's okay, let's live together on new earth. And eat new humans...ahem, I didn't say this.


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>>279
I don't know, I mean, it takes a certain population density, and after all the lyrans will be a natural part of society as well. They accept local cultures and others may see them as violent warmongers, but they're really refined and pacifist in reality. As Einstein said it in a letter to Freud, what we need is a militant pacifism. This may involve sacrificial killing, which has always been part of human culture. The lyrans themselves do ritual hunting on some nature reserve planets to maintain their traditional predator culture.
It's likely to be similar on earth. No mass slaughter in factories of chicken bred only to be killed after 6 weeks, that's low energy and very disrespectful. From an occult perspective it's also ineffective.
But it's unlikely there will be a situation like the one here in the last age where someone could go serial killer and gather occult energy that way. These things only happen by the endpoints of cultures. Same as the UN jesters who can only enter at the very last moment, my own way of doing this also only works in endtimes. The high energy moments of endtimes, but endtimes just the same.
It will be something else when things reset.


Sunflower 12/05/2021 (Sun) 11:11:20 Id: 34c7a3 [Preview] No.281 del
>>280
Do you already know anything about the bodies we can/will use on the new earth? I hope we can use our astral bodies freely and permanently as for me it's the more appealing choice than my current human/vampire body. Mainly because I still have not attained enough power to alter and fix my old body or to change genders or teleport around etc. Can you live in the new earth system and culture being a dual being, a hetero male in your human body and a lesbian female in your astral body? I honestly don't see why it shouldn't be possible since the only difference is the bodies, but it all depends on how strict the system is.
>But it's unlikely there will be a situation like the one here in the last age where someone could go serial killer and gather occult energy that way.
If the new humans are not npcs, it should be the aim to go without killing as much as possible. You certainly don't want to serial-kill non-npcs, but depending on the circumstances and your desire to taste a new human at least once there may be a few exeptions. I mean Touhous probably will continue eating humans anyway.


Sunflower 12/05/2021 (Sun) 14:08:39 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.282 del
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>>281
>Do you already know anything about the bodies we can/will use on the new earth?
They are likely to be compatible with our current bodies, but different. Touhous on the astral are female in form but can actually manifest male genitals if needed. I don't see a way to solve this physically in an aesthetic way, so it's more likely there will be some other social situation or perhaps a return to occult methods of procreation where no physical intercourse is performed. Or they'll have clits which can expand ;^)
There are already incarnated aliens as well as native non-humans on earth, and those races will be kept, so it will be diverse already.
It explained to me that the reason we can't see reptilians the way they are, is because the human eyes don't actually "see" things. Rather they take in basic information about an object and refer to a list of existing objects which is stored on a meta plane. If something new is invented, the image will be registered in this list and you are able to see it. But aliens or esotericists can override the list and make it so that when a humans looks at object "reptilian" it refers to "human" and the eyes will present the image of a human.
This could be one way the aliens cloak their ships also. We can't know what that broom
>>268
is, other than that it's something of similar size. Someone could have made it so that when you look at object "Marisa", it refers to "broom" and we see only a broom.

>a hetero male in your human body and a lesbian female in your astral body?
This is already possible. We had a thread for visiting Gensokyo on 8kun where it was explained that the session will end with an offer to create a touhou body. You can do this for any race you are compatible with.
But it's not likely you can be any gender of any race anywhere. Me for example, I manifest as a male djinn, a male drow, male angel, but female in most other settings. It has to do with what your role is. Djinn do not generally accept strong women as an idea, so if you want to "handle" them you have to be male. Hence when I can subdue them, they see me as male. A woman can't do that, but would become subordinate to them. Drow are either way, since they have female domination also, but in general they prefer men to be above women.

I think you have to go beyond the mere physicality of it and look at the cultural aspect of the genders.


Sunflower 12/05/2021 (Sun) 14:47:59 Id: 87b12b [Preview] No.283 del
>>282
So Touhous become real futas... sugoi. But yes, it's easy on the astral. What I still don't know is if I can live on new earth in my astral body and not my human body. This is something that does not seem to be possible currently for me but it would be cool if it was possible on the new earth. I did not create a Touhou body per se, but I have created my own chaos level body based on your body creation tutorial and my own work.
No idea if that body can be considered "Touhou" or if it can become a Touhou.
I have a lot of questions still but it's enough for now. After all we are still on old earth I need to focus on what's important now. I'll be focusing on complete and perfect detachment from this world and keep working on my astral abilities and my astral place and body, as I feel this is the only thing I can do now and the only thing that matters. I want to shift to the astral completely as it seems that the new earth stuff is beyond my control and nobody knows when or how it will happen that we can go there.


Sunflower 12/05/2021 (Sun) 15:36:19 Id: 87b12b [Preview] No.284 del
>>282
Well if you ask me what role I would want to play on new earth since with very limited population spots it's likely that everyone will have to have a purpose, I would probably be okay with getting myself a human waifu and roleplaying as a human until she dies, and then I would drop the role and visit as a Touhou from time to time. Or maybe I could take the role of a immortal vampire or chaos being right from the start, as this is more like what I am now.


Sunflower 12/05/2021 (Sun) 21:34:06 Id: 27ad2b [Preview] No.285 del
Maybe Jaldabaoth is the reason why this universe has very low mutability. I assumed it was just a metaphor but monotheism is big here and a prison planet spell would explain a lot.


Sunflower 12/11/2021 (Sat) 14:30:51 Id: b7a78f [Preview] No.296 del
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I found this chart today.
How accurate is it?
It's interesting to see where they put Yuuka.


Sunflower 12/15/2021 (Wed) 02:49:43 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.302 del
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Sadhguru talking about how A.I. will make conventional education meaningless.


Sunflower 12/15/2021 (Wed) 02:57:29 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.303 del
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It may seem a bit late for planning but a new years' session will probably be held. It will be in a format making it available during a time window with timeline correction so that everyone has a fair chance to take part. Keep an eye on this thread.


Sunflower 12/15/2021 (Wed) 03:32:05 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.304 del
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'New year's session for 2022
Perform before the new year begins

https://pastebin.com/2EnG7LAE


Sunflower 12/15/2021 (Wed) 03:33:27 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.305 del
>>304
As it turns out the planning had already been made, instructions were given once asked.


Sunflower 12/15/2021 (Wed) 08:29:36 Id: 2756c3 [Preview] No.309 del
>>304
Excuse me for asking, but isn’t this essentially a standard ritual for manifesting a goal? What is there special about this session? Besides the use of the sunflower egregore.


Sunflower 12/15/2021 (Wed) 12:44:11 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.310 del
>>309
>What is there special about this session?
It is performing this type of session with the Whitechapel coven, a group not normally opening themselves to the public. It will give you access to this specific type of magic/energy/direction originating in the culture of the UK.
It is a popularized version of ancient witchcraft still present today. The relevance for doing the new year's session within this framework is related to the direction of the coming year.

From a wider perspective, UK english (language) is useful all over the world because of its spread, and the culture is universal. The most universal I would even say, from a certain shallowness and objectivity which gives it the ability to penetrate into many local cultures and influence them. It's offering a good core/base.


Sunflower 12/16/2021 (Thu) 02:26:31 Id: c0811b [Preview] No.336 del
Been enjoying coming into conflict with things. Occasionally I am attacked in my dreams. This is a great event. Real-world experience. Sometimes I remember myself and I can experiment, see how I can deconstruct the Truth that these invading demons carry. Sometimes I forget myself and have to fall back on my construct's strength. Occasionally it fails, but that's okay because Pain is informative as well.
I think this mindset protects me from the true purpose of the demons' work. They caught me once, threw me into a torture planet. Nothing but cells and screams. I accepted it. I was eager. Somehow this rendered them impotent. They needed me to be afraid, for whatever it was they were doing to work. Enslave me? I could see how a lot of people could fall into that trap.

But I need something solid to work towards, that isn't just dreams. Something that ties in with the Truths I've seen. I haven't been able to find it in this world. I've tried knocking down some of the gods who run this show. It works, I know I'm not impotent here. But it feels pointless. Like kicking an ant hill. No purpose. I can't invest my spirit into this work.


Sunflower 12/24/2021 (Fri) 03:45:20 Id: a601f3 [Preview] No.388 del
Had an informative dream. I was outside a house and I had dementia. I was getting accosted by visions. I decided to try and use my will to affirm to myself that the visions were not reality. This worked and they immediately disappeared and I began peacefully waking peacefully through a garden. But then I started noticing a repetitive rasping noise. After maybe a minute or two it occurred to me that the rasping was breathing. The moment this thought passed through my head my awareness was catapulted into a new reality, I was suffocating while staring up into the sky at the stars. Not because anything was blocking my throat but because I was holding my breath. This feeling of suffocation was unlike anything I'd ever experienced in a dream, it was so intense. I immediately began hyperventilating and catching my breath, like someone who just almost drowned. I fell over and could only concentrate on my breathing before I woke up.

This experience made me realize that there is a very fundamental connection between the act of breathing and the act of being real. Somehow when I banished the visions in my dream that caused me to begin holding my breath. And then once I was forced to begin breathing again, awareness naturally latched onto that verb and transformed reality accordingly.


Sunflower 12/24/2021 (Fri) 22:06:44 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.389 del
>>388
This somehow feels like the experience of the Simha Kriya exercise. For being "just breathing" it is just way too effective. It must be about the syncing of your own physical breathing with the "breathing" of phenomena around you.


Sunflower 12/25/2021 (Sat) 13:36:30 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.390 del
We've entered Gensokyo-earth, the old egregore is no longer active. All that's left now is adaptation.


Sunflower 12/27/2021 (Mon) 00:45:12 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.396 del
Strange endings all over...


Sunflower 12/28/2021 (Tue) 15:01:02 Id: 8e57b4 [Preview] No.399 del
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>>390
>We've entered Gensokyo-earth
I wish I could see anything of it. Same anon here as >>279 >>283 >>275
I admit I was expecting a more clean start and a big, noticable reset. The landscape reset, new japanese architecture, maybe a new body even. But my neighbours are still the same obnoxious mongloids, the ugly subhumans are still filling the same old streets instead of Touhous and Lyrans, the forests all around my place are still being cut down more and more and the same old government still tries to force vaccinate me. The times and the view are still as jolly as ever, and it doesn't look anything gensokyo like at all. You said new humans have been already created. Are they still in another dimensional location or are they already with us?


Sunflower 12/28/2021 (Tue) 16:05:24 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.400 del
>>399
>clean start and a big, noticable reset. The landscape reset, new japanese architecture
We won't see it until the time within our own timeline officially runs out, which according to Yuuka will take place in 2025. That's when the full effect of the CERN mishap in 2008 will show, as all timelines come crashing down on each other. But the lyran involvement will lessen the impact of it, so the initial description of large buildings overlapping and crashing into each other may not happen.
>But my neighbours are still the same obnoxious mongloids, the ugly subhumans are still filling the same old streets instead of Touhous and Lyrans, the forests all around my place are still being cut down more and more and the same old government still tries to force vaccinate me.
Most of these things aren't there unless you are looking at them. I was shown how my surrounding area is just a paper sketch of roads with some 3 frame animations of cars moving, just to keep the most essential energy flow going.
I felt critical still, but next time I went shopping the following happened:
Random NPCs looked directly at me, nodded friendly and said "hello" as I passed them. I counted 6 in a row who did this. It kept happening as I went out into the parking lot.
These were not people I know, or people who had any reason to regognize me. Even as a local, people don't do this in town. I have nothing more to say about this personally after experiencing this. The NPCs are only there because I am, they have no other purpose.
>You said new humans have been already created. Are they still in another dimensional location or are they already with us?
They are on earth but they are beyond our time. It may sound conceptually strange but they are
>beyond 2025
even if they already exist with us here now. Earlier I didn't dare talking about their location because someone may try to sabotage things, but by now I've been given an OK to talk about it vaguely.
The new Eden is in the area of Siberia and Mongolia. The mainland close to Japan. They are in a protected "garden" where they will develop peacefully for some time. Then some of them will come out from there and take over the world. They will look kinda like us, but they will have new skills we cannot understand. They may be seen a supernormal, some may think they are angels. That is as much Yuuka will let me say.


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>large buildings overlapping and crashing into each other may not happen.
Why yes, who needs the most fun part anyway?
Not sure if I can or want to endure to 2025, first and foremost my goal is to leave the physical asap but if I'm still alive in the physical for some messed up reason in 2025 then let's check those Shin Humans out together and maybe get a waifu (and taste them). Yes, I am willing and in fact do reject the Cabal and New Earth and everything else in favour of liberating myself from the physical and moving into the astral or into a quantum state of existence. Even if it in fact kills me.
See you, Space Vampire.


Sunflower 12/28/2021 (Tue) 18:34:53 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.402 del
>>401
If that is how you feel, maybe it's how it will happen, and should happen. I used to think I knew how my main life in the 1880s London ended, but later recollections tell of a different story. It seems I even cut my own throat but was just put back and woke up in my bed as if nothing had happened. Now I know it's because I'm somehow synced with the galactic federation so they will resurrect me if needed (at the cost of a few million NPCs if needed). I don't know what will be the effect of someone doing this after having accepted the strain of magic passed by me, but I suspect there will be a similar effect.
They don't even care, but have instead told me to just channel them better, the energetic cost of what I do will be paid by them as long as I'm synced, and taken out on the people who should have protected me.
It used to give me a comforting feeling to put myself in physical danger, I now know why. Anyone being loyal enough will be supported, not based on any other skill, but only for being synced.


Sunflower 12/28/2021 (Tue) 19:28:24 Id: 8e57b4 [Preview] No.403 del
>>214 this was also one of my posts. As you may see, I just want to be a burikko vampire in freedom. Living in my own astral place, bothering nobody. I guess it's my "wild kid" personality. Weak entities who need to have slaves or who need to be slaves will call me a problem child, but for me it's the only way to live. I do not want to be against anyone or in anyones way, but there will be nothing in the way of my will either. When you replied to me on haven and I read stuff like "after 1000 years they'll start having you washing dishes" and that they'll following orders I already realized I can reject the Cabal rather easily.
Suicide of course is not a desirable option at all, much better is it to ascend or transform out of the physical. I think this is my path. Because I choose it myself, not because of fate or anyone else saying so. If Cain and the Daft Lady could do it, I can do it too and so can you.
This is one of the reasons I asked before if it's possible to live in our astral bodies on new earth, as I wouldn't mind to visit from time to time. After getting out of the physical, I don't see what would stop you to manifest back in. And I also don't see why some sort of Galactic Federation or whoever would have a problem with an immortal living on the astral instead of the physical. They should mind their own business, it's not like I'm starting a fight with them. I don't care about them or being synced to them honestly.
Come to my astral for a visit tough, if you can find it. It's a new place, not the one with the docks and the extreme gravity because of Babymetal anymore.


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>>403
That's all fine.
One of the things I had to see and learn in this life was that despite my anarchistic anti-centralism mentality, I really do best as a cog in the machine so to speak. It just has to be my type of machine and no one else will tell me what role I should play without doing a correct assessment of my potential. The current world is trying to disrespect me. It doesn't matter to me if this organization doesn't exist, I will just create it. I'll be the king, the army, the street thug and the merchant all at once, until I find the right people for the spot.
This kind of highly collectivized mentality may be the reason for the galfed support. I want to be able to focus on the details, my little scope of them, and know that everything else is being handled by other people also tending to their details. My main objection to the modern world is its utter incompetence. Our leaders are iq69 substance abuse extremists who cheated their way into a control position and have been abusing it for 1000s of years. As the commander and the executioner, I will have to bring them to justice. It's not tolerable what they have been doing and they will pay back in full.
As long as this can be done, I'm fine with syncing with space communists. If they were as incompetent as the earth leaders, they wouldn't support me. I don't have morals, I respect strength. When I see someone claim to have it, I will test to see if they do. So far what I've faced in the world has all been fake. I respect real authority, but I will slaughter anyone putting on a uniform thinking this will protect them with nothing to show for it.
The current western world is filled with empty uniforms, but as everyone else are also cowards faking it, they don't dare calling the bluff.
I'm here to put these card houses in the trash.


Sunflower 12/28/2021 (Tue) 21:38:38 Id: 8e57b4 [Preview] No.405 del
>>404
Do what you must. In the end, I must say one last thing and it's that I did greatly appreciate the places you have created during the end times which acted as zones of guidance, motivation and safe/comfort zones for little wizards with potential until they have enough confidence to stand on their own feet. Even if a wizard eventually rejects everything he learned from here again and goes completely his own way and never looks back, the usefulness and the stepping stones all of this stuff became cannot be denied. Just my personal experience and oppinion as someone who started out as a complete mundane (or so it seems).


Sunflower 12/28/2021 (Tue) 22:04:30 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.406 del
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>>405
It's all according to expectations.


Sunflower 12/30/2021 (Thu) 13:00:11 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.407 del
Reminder: if you're planning on doing the new year's session, you have only a day left now before the time window closes.

https://pastebin.com/2EnG7LAE


Sunflower 01/01/2022 (Sat) 00:31:10 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.408 del
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Happy new year everyone!


Sunflower 01/01/2022 (Sat) 01:17:40 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.409 del
>>408
Happy new year!!!


Sunflower 01/02/2022 (Sun) 02:57:00 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.410 del
How do I go about creating a barrier around me like Gensokyo's Barrier? Something that keeps those with negative intentions towars me out I mean, and also keeps negative intentions from getting to me so that it protects from curses too. I'm thinking something that doesn't allow these beings to percieve me would be nice, but then I don't know if they would be able to try something indirect.
I think the barrier should be connected to some indestructible concept but I have no idea what kind of concept to chose or how this connection to the concept would be made or how to make the connection/association indestructible itself.

Any ideas?


Sunflower 01/02/2022 (Sun) 12:54:29 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.412 del
>>410
Start by taking a look at
>>411

You can't create such a barrier if a significant part of yourself is sticking out, outside of the barrier. First you must contain yourself on the inside of it. The "trick" here would be that there is nothing to attack, the barrier doesn't even have to be very strong at that point.


Sunflower 01/03/2022 (Mon) 00:11:06 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.417 del
>>412
I see, thank you.
No idea if I can make that, but I realized that such a barrier may no longer be needed for me now. Thanks anyway.


Sunflower 01/05/2022 (Wed) 07:35:43 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.420 del
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/3qENND

Found this and thought it was interesting so I'm sharing it here.


Sunflower 01/05/2022 (Wed) 13:34:48 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.421 del
>>420
It looks like a representation of the Babel's tower device, pretty close to what they look like on the astral.


Sunflower 01/05/2022 (Wed) 13:42:00 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.422 del
>>421
Forgot to share that the artwork is called "The Sunflower Monolith". Black monoliths like this show up in 2001 A Space Odyssey where they seem to represent a something that causes a major step in the evolution of a species.


Sunflower 01/05/2022 (Wed) 17:00:06 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.423 del
>>422
>Black monoliths like this show up in 2001 A Space Odyssey
I assumed these to be the same as the ones which can be seen on the astral in populated locations. Earlier I was speculating on wether these appeared after humans settled, or if humans settled where they already existed. Going by the Babylonian channelling, it would seem these are the astral technology side of the 5G towers used in ancient times for controlling botsouls. It seems reasonable that humans would settle in these areas again, as the towers still send out some kind of signal for mindcontrol.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 18:22:40 Id: d64028 [Preview] No.435 del
Found this and decided to share https://www.maitreyastore.com/p/removing-j-seals/

It says that there are 7 "Jehovian Seals" on our energy body.

Seal 1 – Top of the Skull of the Left side
Seal 2 – Heart, Left Lung, back Left Knee
Seal 3 – Pineal Gland
Seal 4 – Left side of Neck and Lymphatics
Seal 5 – Rear Left Thigh and Buttock
Seal 6 – Alta major (where skull rests atop the spine), hypothalamus, and top of left shoulder
Seal 7 – Aorta Artery on Left Side of Neck

Its not my first time hearing about those and I wish to know if anyone knows if those are really a thing? And if so, should they be removed?


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 21:47:41 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.438 del
>>435
>should they be removed?
I asked my galfed contacts about it. They said at first that it was pointless to remove them because
>1) as long as you on earth in this society the implants will just be recreated in a matter of seconds from removal
2) if you remove them you lose energetic stability because it's like having had a physical structural implant like a replacement hip: what will happen if you remove a prothesis implant?

But I asked them to show me and they did. They removed the one in the neck, and it did indeed come back in just 15 seconds. So whoever is selling that service is just ripping people off. It's useless.
But I did notice that the way the implant came back looked different from how it was installed before. They agreed, then pointed out that I had already removed the one at the alta major as a result of yogic practices and that one had not been recreated because I had stabilized myself.
I then asked them to remove all of them just to see, and it seems if you are able to push your gong into the empty spots and concretize something that will work. But for most people, let the implants stay, it would be harmful to have them removed at worst, useless in the best case.

If you want I can remove them, it was pretty simple, but I think unless you got rid of at least one yourself already that it will not do you any good. People tend to have this view that all implants are bad, but they don't understand that humans placed themselves in this vulnerable spot to begin with. Many ETs meddle in things, but much of what they do also stabilize things that would get even worse if they left it alone. The implants don't prevent ascension, the mentality that allowed them to be installed did.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 22:09:41 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.439 del
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>>438
I see, guess I'm better off not messing with them then. I'm glad that you managed to get rid of yours though.

Speaking of implants, I've called an Archangel into my room a while ago and he removed three triangles like pic related all side by side that were in my heart, I talked with a friend about it and he said he removed the same thing years ago. Any idea what those are?


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 22:13:09 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.440 del
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>>439
>all side by side
I meant that they were positioned like this(pic related).

Wish I knew how to delete my posts here for when I make mistakes.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 22:26:17 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.441 del
>>440
>how to delete my posts
Fill in a password at the box by the top of the thread. Then check the box by the post and fill in the password and captcha by the bottom if you want to delete it.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 22:33:50 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.442 del
>>439
>Archangel
I have angels at my paradise so I asked them to take a look. They said those where installed in the heart and took one out to look at it. They don't know what it is. One of them used a knife to dig in it to see what was inside and it broke, shooting out a spiral spring of pink energy as if it was a mechanical device with a spring in tension as part of the function. They took out the other two and are looking at them now. My heart feels lighter and interestingly my left calf muscle suddenly felt very relaxed with a slight itch. The feeling is spreading to the left side of my skull. As I'm typing now there's a tingling feeling in both the left calf and left side of the head, spreading into my left elbow.

Maybe it's related to those other ones. It's probably no coincidense you felt like bringing this up right now.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 22:38:28 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.443 del
>>442
Ok, they're saying it's a 3-phase pacemaker, installed to keep humans in sync with whatever other things are in society.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 22:47:47 Id: d64028 [Preview] No.444 del
>>441
>>442
>Fill in a password at the box by the top of the thread. Then check the box by the post and fill in the password and captcha by the bottom if you want to delete it.
I see, thanks for letting me know.

>Maybe it's related to those other ones. It's probably no coincidense you felt like bringing this up right now.
Could be, IDK.

I knew about this stuff for months or a year by now, but I often hesitate to post for some reason and end up forgetting to post, guess I'm too soft and worried about being mocked tbh.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 22:56:22 Id: 5dfe78 [Preview] No.445 del
I can't wait for winter here.


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 23:12:36 Id: af5367 [Preview] No.446 del
>>444
>worried about being mocked

don't worry this is a bully free zone

and I also thank you for this post because my pulse is being jumpy in the last months and it's because something doesn't like my mental state and it messes with me through my heart.
Learning about these implants helped me too


Sunflower 01/10/2022 (Mon) 23:27:13 Id: d64028 [Preview] No.447 del
>>446
>don't worry this is a bully free zone
Good to know. Thanks.

>and I also thank you for this post because my pulse is being jumpy in the last months and it's because something doesn't like my mental state and it messes with me through my heart.
>Learning about these implants helped me too
You're welcome, glad to know that it helped people.


Sunflower 01/11/2022 (Tue) 11:22:21 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.449 del
Last night I dreamed there was something "growing" out of my left wrist by the little finger. It looked like a sedum plant. It felt like it was parasitic and I tried repeatedly to pull it out. Eventually I half woke up and pulled it out by sending some gong like a corkscrew to drill the thing out.
When I woke up this morning I noticed a green energy is filling the "hole" left where the thing was. I got the impression it was related to those implants on the left half of the body. The right wrist doesn't have anything, but it's also not very energetic so I don't think a parasite could attach there.


Sunflower 01/11/2022 (Tue) 14:02:48 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.450 del
>>449
I didn't notice anything like this after the removal of the 3 heart implants, guess it was related to the "J-seals".


Sunflower 01/11/2022 (Tue) 18:18:28 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.451 del
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>>449
>>450
Yuuka explained it. These flowers are parasitic but in the same way there are micro organisms, bacteria etc in the body. They serve a purpose on the energy body, they keep the energy channels (meridians) open and can prevent illnesses by absorbing negative qi. Plants are earth in element so they can consume it. But it's rarely seen anymore because humans have too much dirty qi and karma so the plants just die. If they appear somewhere it's because the environment was "just dirty enough" for their cleansing effect to be possible. Pulling the flower out removed the blockage which had been entangled in its roots.

TL:DR
If they appear it's not a problem, if you feel uncomfortable you can try to pull them out and your meridian may unblock.


Sunflower 01/13/2022 (Thu) 03:13:34 Id: 44defc [Preview] No.465 del
I just sort of stumbled across this strange thought. I always assumed that my spirit has never been incarnated as a human before, since I have very little attachment to humans in general. But today I recalled that every one of my family members has mentioned that I have almost an uncanny similarity in both personality and idiosyncrasies to my grandfather. I feel a strange sort of empathy with him as well. But, I was born well before my grandfather died. However, I recall him always acting as though he wasn't always entirely there. Like he had dementia or something. And then I remember this extremely vivid dream I had last year, where I was investigating my grandfather's involvement with a cult of occultists (OTO? It felt like Aleister Crowley). Which strikes me now as very strange, since I knew him as just a lump that sat on a recliner all day watching TV.

So I'm wondering, is it possible that I was born an organic portal he somehow transferred his spirit into me shortly after I was born in an attempt to escape his aging body? I don't know, maybe this is just a meaningless flight of fancy. But it feels like I'm approaching something close to the truth.


Sunflower 01/13/2022 (Thu) 14:57:32 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.466 del
>>465
Timelines may overlap without being actually connected with interactivity. It's possible you were him and met your current self as a kid, but from the past perspective you couldn't interact because there was "no one home".
What you remember of him would be the same, he was just an image to you being sent across time.

Time is chronological in one-directional tunnels, but at the intersections things leave that logic.


Sunflower 01/13/2022 (Thu) 18:00:00 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.467 del
Did anyone make use of the devices here >>60 >>61 >>70 ??
And if so could you guys share some experiences you had with them?

I plan on using the red lens, but I worry that it may make my life harder that it is currently.


sage Sunflower 01/14/2022 (Fri) 18:27:06 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.476 del
BTW I took a look at the 8cuck board and someone wanted to join the collective and someone posted some poem that looks like a spell there.


Sunflower 01/14/2022 (Fri) 18:35:23 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.478 del
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>>476
Thanks.
Maybe this is someone's map of the 3rd layer?
It has 15 lines.


Sunflower 01/15/2022 (Sat) 12:22:36 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.486 del
Over the past few days I've seen the galfed use something that looked like large pneumatic drills to penetrate the defensive barriers of the biggest elites. Last night they said they were done and were going to put their souls in recycling (burning them).


Sunflower 01/15/2022 (Sat) 19:11:28 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.492 del
>>486
Interesting, I saw some new agey video supposedly related to the galfed claiming that for the last few days there is/was a portal open for energies from the 5th dimension to come in to the 3d. I did feel pretty good these last few days (but not as good today) so I'm inclined to believe it.


Sunflower 01/16/2022 (Sun) 02:44:03 Id: af5367 [Preview] No.498 del
>>492

Do we have a proper understanding what is in the 5th dimension?

I mean I know I could google it but I rather not wade through a bunch of disorganized new age content if it can be written down in several sentences.


Sunflower 01/16/2022 (Sun) 03:34:10 Id: b7a78f [Preview] No.503 del
>>476
>>478
That text was written by Crowley. I don't think it's a map.
>>499
>>500
I tried to find "Soros' house". Looks like a big operation. Saw some spirits and machines around it. I saw some insects/worms with with long light brown bodies and black head. I asked around and they said the body would not die but the soul would be replaced.
I would apreciate if anyone could give confirmation of anything I wrote above.


Sunflower 01/16/2022 (Sun) 13:30:35 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.504 del
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>>498
>Do we have a proper understanding what is in the 5th dimension?
It's the lowest enlightenment level, corresponding to Bodhidharma and zen buddhism as far as I know. The new age community tends to put a lot of focus on the
>ascension to the 5th dimension
thinking it's something that will happen collectively to all humans. I don't believe that will happen, but then I'm left hand path so I focus on myself and my friends. Collective ascension is a RHP thing.
I think they imply that galactic starships are in the 5th dimension, which I guess technically could be true for some of them, but their crews would all have to be the level of Bodhidharma then. Why would they interfer with humans?


Sunflower 01/16/2022 (Sun) 13:33:51 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.505 del
>>503
>they said the body would not die but the soul would be replaced
This much I know is happening, and has happened for the past 12 years or so. It's the zombiefication process, where someone then remotely controls the body, or temporarily possesses it. Obama for example was this way already during his time in office.


Sunflower 01/16/2022 (Sun) 21:33:47 Id: 41d036 [Preview] No.508 del
>>503
>>505
Who exactly is puppetting these zombies?


Sunflower 01/16/2022 (Sun) 22:11:40 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.511 del
>>508
Most are just controlled by the egregore they live in, so the collective subconscious, because their soul was removed. Sometimes they're possessed by entities who make use of them, other times it's organizations, as in this case the galactic federation.
"Who" more specifically could be anyone, a fairy, a demon, an elf, a reptilian...


Sunflower 01/18/2022 (Tue) 22:14:56 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.529 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Oei_rfBPArY [Embed]


Sunflower 01/19/2022 (Wed) 19:32:20 Id: af5367 [Preview] No.533 del
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>>529

How much nuclear will things get?


Sunflower 01/19/2022 (Wed) 22:38:52 Id: e03f19 [Preview] No.538 del
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>>533
Perhaps things will only get comfy.


Sunflower 01/19/2022 (Wed) 23:53:57 Id: af5367 [Preview] No.540 del
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>>538
I hope so


Sunflower 01/22/2022 (Sat) 01:40:06 Id: 0991f3 [Preview] No.572 del
I have been constructing an "astral god body" to move into eventually. I think it's going pretty good. I started just breathing through it, after that I created a link so that it draws off of my memories. Otherwise whenever I moved my awareness into it I forgot what I was doing. After 3-4 days of working on it I was able to get it to maintain a coherent train of thought.

It's a lot easier to perform almost all workings while inhabiting this body. Also my dreams have been gaining mythic structure since starting, whereas before they were mostly just mundane everyday situations. Hopefully once the body is developed far enough I'll automatically move into it when this human body loses consciousness. Once that occurs regularly I think I'll be able to shift my 'base of operations' into it permanently.


Sunflower 01/22/2022 (Sat) 02:10:26 Id: b70c64 [Preview] No.574 del
>>572
I remember there being a ring in the temple or something that created a chi body for some spirit, I think something similar could help you here, like a ring that feeds the astral body that you're making.



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