>>65930
i had a whole post written out but i'll just truncate it down to this; i'm an old ass man who has years of experience talking to swaths of mentally ill faggots from places like 4chan and i can tell you with certainty that you're not going to find your quirky friend group with diverse interests or your kindred spirit or whatever the fantasy is in communities such as these, if you do you should consider it an act of divine providence because it's more likely that you'll win the lottery. you say you despise hatred but come to the most hostile and antisocial places on the open internet and try to make friends there, none of it makes sense. there's nothing left to say after your admission that you are just here to farm attention because you want people to fawn over you and love you. good luck with it but it seems like you already know that continuing to do what you do on here won't lead anywhere good. i hope you can shake your compulsion and pursue a more sensible use of time.