>>15284
> I've been in real relationships
But not anymore. You still cling to those picture because you made Kennedi a totem that represents the figure of the girlfriend. If you met a real girl who made you feel real love again those picture would quickly lose their meaning and value. It's not Kennedi herself who is special, it's what her images represent for you.
I have a totem too, but it's not Kennedi, it's a random girl I saw for a few seconds while walking outside back in 2019.