>>173782
acacia is depressed and suicidal for a variety of reasons, i wont posit that she is suicide baiting for attention because i think she is truly sad
1. her mother is dead, she will never feel motherly love, sad!
2. her father has a family he cares about more than he cares for her, sad!
3. she is genuinely low IQ, and thus cant perform academically, which in todays australian economy means she is destined for poverty, because wages are very low for people without education because of rampant migration, sad!
4. she doesnt have any talents, be it creative or otherwise, which could turn into a career, sad!
5. she is a pariah because she larped as a nazi since she was 14 till her rebranding around 18
6. because of her history of nazi larping (she is genuinely right wing, so it wasnt all larp), she wont ever even be able to have a career in entertainment or online, because people will just pull up her clips of her nazi saluting or praising hitler, which means no brand will ever work with her, no normal content creator will ever colab etc etc, sad! nick fuentes type career is impossible for women
7. she can see that her grandparents, are getting old and close to death, and they are the ones who pay for her stuff, so suddenly she is starting to think of what will happen when they are gone, these thoughts only exacerbate the fact that she has no prospects
8. she failed a year of high school and thus is one year behind her peers, this is incredibly mentally damaging
9. her career after her rebranding is not popping off like it used to, most of her toks get less than 20k views, which in the year of our lord 2025 is nothing
10. she tried to make money via kofi and streaming, but this hasnt worked out like expected, her streams are botted, she has around 5-10 active chatters with around 100 viewers, which are mostly her dns or parasocialists
11. she is friends with many people who are also disliked in the cosplay community, for being nazis or larpers or selling CP, be it sico or others, but these people dont care about her and only do it for clout reasons, she can prolly feel the friendships are inauthentic subconsciously
12. she has a massive ego and can not not be the center of attention at all times, she has a history of ruining friendships and relationships
13. she has been selling CP ("lewd") pictures since she was around 14, this attracted a lot of pedrophiles who gave her a lot of money, unfortunately she now derives her self worth from her capability of making money via stuff like selling sets etc, but because she turned 18, these pedros are now not interested in her, which in her mind means she is "angelged" or "expired"
14. the fans she has now and talks to daily on discord are moid subhuman sycophants, talking with subhuman males for an extended period of time is damaging for mental health period
15. she is not good looking without make up and filters, wont ever look like a high fashion model. in todays culture of looksmaxxing, looks are everything, which only fuel her feeling of inadequacy