>>174446
>do you remember your initial reaction to the fondness for it? were you skeptical and just thought we were full of it or did you embrace the love? has the views of the anons changed how you view it now?
to be honest, i got very addicted to the addiction. ive never felt so sought after and lusted for ever before, so yeah of course i loved it. i still miss it from time to time but i shouldnt do it agian bc it has tons of downsides and just being on the internet all day isolates me from the real world and makes me even more depressed, now that im a total NEET since i graduated a month and a week ago. i dont know, i still wanna do it. i will sometimes send ppl stuff if they send me money in some way. but i still cant trust anyone fully if they leak it or not. but it gave me a lot of confidence that still remains today. i didnt know i could be cute, i mean, at first i didnt even share my face. i was just proud of my bdoy at that time (so this is when i was 19, 2022 summer first time i didnt even have a name just posted faceless nudes at the start for like a month or two)
>maybe being more comfortable gaining a bit of weight because that's where it goes and people love it even more?
i am trying to lose weight, i havent been eating well at all for a few weeks now. love stimulants! i guess i am glad that the weight i gained went all to my boobs and ass, but i still prefer being more petite and skinny. i know im

average

weight, but in my terms im fat. so im trying to hit 50 kg.
>changing your attire to show your curves more or maybe make it one of your favourite features?
outside ? no. i still wear my regular autism jeans and a plaid shirt. but for special occassions i like to wear something extra. i miss dressing up to take pics though. i also miss cosplaying, but i cant buy new things now cuz of import ban...