>>187173
>She didn't even want to be in Mde videos
I think some of her MDE stuff is the only good MDE stuff and that's not me simping that's just the truth. She obviously doesn't hate it that much or she wouldn't have a playlist on her youtube of her appearances.

I know shes a lowkey private person. Idk why she's so afraid to put herself out there. She'd do great. Her and I together would mog the fuck out of estanque.

I'd split the $5k with her if we made it to final two. I'd still have to beat her, but I'd split it.

>You are getting a passport for the sole reason of going to El Salvador of all places to stay inside some stupid ghetto house and be on an attention whore stream
You're not looking at with the right perspective. Think of it like a Jungian test. I've seen enough retards go on ftl/estanque/etc that thought they were hot shit and were going to steamroll but they didn't actually know what they were getting into. Not every person is like this but a lot are.

I see this as an opportunity to travel somewhere way outside my comfort zone, put myself in a vulnerable position where all the people I've fucked with can say whatever they want to me, try to break me. I will prove how resilient I am. The only person that can break me, is myself. I am my own worst enemy. Other people? Their praises or criticisms don't mean anything to me. I'm immune to it.

It's a baptism by fire. I know what I'm getting myself into. I plan on winning, not for the money, but to prove to all my gangstalking haters and to myself that my COJONES are made of fucking brass.

I don't know why Channing is scared of this sort of thing. She has nothing to fear. Especially with me by her side.