>>187675
>You need a friend, but you're too stubborn to accept that friend.

You've made it impossible for her to want to be your "friend".

She knows anything she tells you will be dumped online during your next crashout (which is likely mere minutes away).

You narc'd her out and you will do it again.

You insulted her in every imaginable way, trying to be as hurtful as possible. Despite your apologies and promises otherwise, she knows you'll do it again.

You're a mean and abusive person.

And you tried to gaslight her into believing those were all her fault.

So what do you have to offer? No money, no future, suicide baiting every other day, no house, no skills. Oh wow, a mystery tour of haunted MO! Then what? What's your plan from there you dumb fuckin idiot? She's going to want to sit in your dad's Section 8 unit and watch you be terminally online?