>>187862
>Lonely? No I am married lol with a new born btw.
I really hope that is true. I'm proud of you if it is.
>But thanks to you I stopped talking to my best friend.
You stopped talking to her for something else. She never told me, she's a good friend. I'd have to assume it's because she like so many of those who care about you saw something she didnt like and tried to bring it up to you only for you to spaz out and turn on her.

She thinks it was alcohol, not ketamine.

Could be. From research I've done alcoholism and ketamine problems can seem similar.