>>188868
True. It was mostly the fireflies.

Anyway, this has gone on long enough. I really do want reconciliation, slim those chances are at this point. I've fucked things up probably beyond all repair. I've kept bugging you, kept screwing with you mentally because you think I want to fuck you or screw up your marriage, I don't. I really just want to be friends. But even that is probably so far off the table that it's at the landfill.

So I'm going to do what you've wanted all along. I'm going to cease contact. Forever. Unless you initiate it first. And I don't mean the hateful emails, I won't even read those anymore.

No more contact Chanchan. This is it. Any other shit in these threads won't be from me. It'll be skinwalkers/trolls. I suggest you stop visiting this site. I swear to you I am serious. Any threads that crop up are not me. I will not post in any of them again.

If our connection was ever real then maybe some day in the future we'll find each other again. I have to focus on my Golden Path and you have to focus on yours.

Good luck out there Chanchan.