I guess she expects fanfare and a hit of attention dopamine, but everyone is just kind of concerned and confused and even put off. Obviously she's reading these. I don't know what she wants anymore. Maybe she thinks she's proving to everyone she "made it" but it's sad to see a single mom of 30 clinging to old e-fame and still only have internet friends years younger than her. She can't let go even when she says she hates it. I hope it's not a manic upswing. Take care of yourself Marky. Don't let your life revolve around people watching you like this.