>>19655
Well, stuff like rapeplay, violence during sex, DDLG, etc. are fairly common fetishes among women, and they are coincidentally things that happen during rape\molestation.
And you yourself just mentioned the three symptoms, I just made that connection. Forced sex, violence, and older men. Holy shit I just realized that.
One possibility is that the "shame" is just her feeling bad about enjoying the dream\activity, since she's not "supposed to". Some group mentality self-hate type thing.
Another possibility is that she's not ashamed at all, but is just claiming she is, because that's what would be socially expected of her to do.
While I'm here, chokers are a huge indicator of being a slut, and judging by the pic in >>19654, she was already wearing them as a young teen, which suggests that there may have been some kind of "sexual misconduct" some time before that pic was taken.
I hope I'm wrong here, but it's not too far fetched to believe that someone who has mental illnesses and\or personality disorders was molested\abused at some point.