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I feel for you kaya, the only way to leave all this behind is to not open this website, don't go on discord, don't look for yourself online, pretend it's not there. Anyone with a sense knows you made mistakes when you were younger and they don't reflect your current self.
Anyone hating is a chud who can't get laid or is jealous of you in some way or another, maybe mad they couldn't have you back then, and now look for anything bad about you to circlejerk hate on, to make themselves feel better.